see.....thu x apa atas ni..???..haa..aq da jnji an nk wat video ke-2 Harabell..?? haa ni la vdeonye....hehe...smlm bell ckp dy nangis at MCD lpas tgk aq pnye vdeo yg aq bg at dy..hehehe...malu sy aw...dy touching sgt2...tp hari ni aq wat spontan cz tadi gdo gn dy..da biasa da gdo a ni..hahahaa.....and 1 hari x text dy....bkn x text langsung...ad ladlm 10 msg je gtu...hehe....then aq pjok dy cz aq thu aq salah n aq sayang dy....aq law mrah dy pn marah-marah sayang jek..hihihi..tgk la vdeo ni..cara aq pjok dy..mayb x sehebat korg tp aq cuba yg trbaik.....da mlm da...nk out ni...byeeeeeeeeeee..............................eh lpe nk bthu..soundtrack video yg 1st ue sbnrnya abell yg nynyi..dgn piano..dy nynyi utk aq..then aq rakam..ue yg mcm x dgr sgt..hehe.....daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...........

The love story Harabell goes on..........

          this video i crete it juz 4 u my dear bell....ni yg prtama...akn ad yg ke 2,3..dan seterusnyaa........

assalamuailaikum.............peh..peh..lama sungguh aq x update blog ni..puasa pn da lpas...raya pn tgh brjalan dgn lancar..raya jadi..xkn x jdi pnye...hehe..brhabuk da blog aq ni...bkn habuk agy..da ada sarang labah2 dan tebuan...skali dy sennngat....haha...mengarut da.....lme gler seh x upadate blog..rndu at ko wahai blog aq yg x bpe cntik ni...huhu.....ok la..kali ni aq nk crita tntg cinta aq ..mcm biasa la an...kteorg da cpl 2 bulan lebih...mcm2 kteorg tempuhi..caci maki sgala bgai...sume nty ea aq crita...skg aq nk show something utk syg aq Nurnabila Hoslan..well,jdi bf mstila romantic an..walaupn byk skaitkn hati dy..tp kne jgk amek hati dy blek..hehehe...so,aq wat sesuatu khas utk my princess ni..take a look ya..!..atas aq ni video aq wat utk dy..n yg at bwh ni..alar..at bwah ni la...hehe...and ad agy aq wat surprise utk dy...tgk at bwah ni..cepat2...!! bwah aw......enjoy..!!

so much happy ending ya..??? hahaha...tlisan haram x cntik langsung...lukis emg x pndai..haha..tp aq lukis x gne pensil wor..tros gne pen..hehehehe....ikhlas aw..eh jap2.....ad agy la..x stop di sini....ni bru chapter prtama...ad agy chapter yg akn dtg...continue.........................

i want to sat that i really love u bell.........!!!!!

1st Ramadhan..1st date...1st month couple....

tjuk kali ni sumenya 1st...hari ni 1st Ramadhan..slmt brpuasa ye sume...n hari ni my 1st month couple..aku dan Nurnabila Hoslan...haha..yela..smlm 1st date aq gn buah hati aq...nurnabila Hoslan ue..yg prasan2 sgt ue..haha...dy gedix.>!! tp swear gn aq je..dy x gedix gn laki len pnyee...hehe..dats y i love her...ni nk crita ni..

aq naik kreta...jauh prjalanan...cri mana umah dy...sesat jgk..tp malu brtnya sesat jalan an..so cri pnye cri jmpa la umah dy....then aq bri salam...alamat btul ni....waahh...salam ku x djwb...rupanya kena tekan lonceng..hahaha..sengal la aq ni..then da tekan 2 kali,ad org kuar..muka cm kenal je..dy la ue..!! hahaha...nervous gler ni...then aq bukakn pntu kreta utk dy....dy snyum2..dlm prjalana x byk ckp...dy kata dy lapar..so ajak kua makan at hotel..wahh..nk mahal je...pokai aq...hahaha...tp tgn dy aq pegang la..gatai naaaaa...haha...take advantage..ckit jek..haha...then da smpai hotel kteorg nk order....aq xnk mkn...wet x ckop.....huhuhu..aq soh dy mkn je....dy nk mkn ice cream..dy xnk mkn len cz aq x mkn...haha..sweetnya dy...then amek ice cream coklat n strwberry..kteirg mkn sme2 smbil suap..makan comot..!!

nsib bek ad org kesatkn comot yg at tepi mulot ue..hehehe..nk aje aq kiss bibir dy yg manis ue cz lpas mkn ice cream la katakn...malu sy...hehe

then da abiz makan....nk byar ni..pkai card credit...then nk pnggil pekerja ue...yg dtg ue waitress....abell jelez cz waitress ue tgk2 aq je..n time kteorg nk g pmpuan ue ikot aq...mke bell da merah da..dy mjok tros g tmpt kreta dlu....rupanya pmpuan ue ikot aq cz nk bg card credit aq yg trtnggal td..haha...

tp bell ue slah phm...dy marah aq...aq plok dy cpt2 at tmpt parking ue...then dy da ok.aq bwk dy msuk dlm kreta....mjok la pulak...aq pegang tgn dy smbil bwk kreta.....then kteorg x jd g shopping cz da mlm..kteirg g tasik..area uma dy...dkt gn putrajaya....mle2 men basikal at stu.....aq bwak dy...ceh..dy plok pingang aq kuat2..tkot jtuh la ue.....hahaha...then smpai at tepi tasik kteorg duduk at stu...

then dy sandarkn pale dt at bahu aq...a qpegang jari jemari dy yg halus ue..aq ungkapkn kat2 cinta aq at dy...malam ue sgt sepi dan tenang...romantik sgt....best je...layan feel...hehe....dy nangis cz trharu dgr love words from me....kteog layan prasaan at stu .......................tp lpe bwk camera..hmmmmmmmmmmm....hp aq cmera da rosak..dy plak pkai hp xde camera..hmmmm......rugi..!! tp xpe..knangn ue trsimpan dlm hati ni....dan minda ni...

then da malam sgt...aq antar dy blek.....moment ue xkn aq lpekan....smapi ble2 walaupn penat aq cri dy..hehe...i love u so much syg...!!!!!..

kan da kne kiss...hahahahaha.............HAPPY ANNIVERSARY.....~~..1 MONTH COUPLE..MOHD AZHAR DAN NURNABILA....

Thnks to God coz sent me a great Gift name Nurnabila Hoslan

I'm very thankful to Allah cz da bg aq gift yg sgt2 precious...since i knew her..my life feel so great..sometimes the arguement..the yelling..the laugh make us more happy n more do care n love each other.....

when i lost my temper..she will give me support n be my "ice" to cool and freez myself.....

when i was weak,she come and give strenght to me......

when im in sad she also crying,but then she will cheer me up n smile with her naughty attitude..and with her moron jokes...haha.....

dear..i know im not perfect..im not like another boy..im unable make someting that u really want....but u still want me...u still want to take cre of me..u still want love me...u dun want us separate anymore...u dont want us break for the 3rd times.....im soooo lucky get u ..

u so patient...its doesnt make sense if i want let u o..i wont do that except if u not happy with me n find someone better than me....but i really hope u can with me till my last breath....

just know i scold u coz dun want me have foster sis....then i say to u dont find me anymore...but u never scold me back..never yell to me at all...but u still keep calling me..although i often reject ur call...u still want persuade me...i know im like childishcoz sulking always..but u still eager call me..find me..n flirting me...hehehehe..

until my temper change....u so genius..!!!

make me moreee love you..haha...

im happy...really happy wth her....she said.."kita cptkn kahwin please"

then i ask her.."knp?"

...then dy jwb.."sbb nk kwen cpt la..sbb ad cinta..nk b jd suami btul..

nk ad anak..tanak org len rmpas..sbb tamak b"...

see..!! bru td dy bg aq msg nie..hehe..

mana x cair...walaupn aq byk kekurangan tp dy still nk at aq...

coz she said my kiss ,my love ..my noughty laugh make her more love me...im special 4 u rite...

she also said im the one that she really love..not like her past love..this time with me she can feel that she really vry love..!!

im so glad..!1 so happy...!! im jumping on the bed..she doesnt know bout it..haha...

love her laa....!!

smpai sni sje k..da lme x tlis blog dlm bhsa inggeris...ni spontan aq tlis...simple eng..x tiru2 pn aw....

ikhlas dri hati utk dy yg aq kasihi..salam.......aq thu byk kesalahan ayat..haha..nsib r,,jnji paham..thnks sbb sudi bace ye

Demam..='(

Sya demam..!! ue je yg mampu sy ungkapkn...sy dmam....tp kan...sy nk ngadu at dy..si dy yg sy syg....tp dy cm busy je..and line hp dy cm x mngizinkn sy nk brmnja gn dy..bkn manusia je yg cmbrukn sy dan dy..tp line maxis and line internet at umah dy pn sme...!! gggrrr....Sya demam...sy npk tgn bdn dan kaki sy cm merah2 je...sy tkot ue adalah demam cmpak...sy kurang pasti ape simptom2 dmam cmpak..n dgn rela ahti tnpa disuruh oleh sy,my syg pn bthu n post at wall sy tntng simptom2 trsebut..im shocked..setengah drinya hmpir sama...im scared...sy tkot ..bkn tkot demam,tp tkot sy akn pergi tinggalkn dy wat slamanya...sy xblh sakit..nty sume bdn2 sy lemah...nty pnyakit sy mkin trok...nty sape nk jge dy law sy mti..?? nty sape nk temankn dy law sy xde agy...?? nty sape nk mrah dy n tgur dy law sy da pegi..?? nanti..nanti..nanti sape..?? nanti dy cmner..??? hmmm....sume ue brmain dlm pkiran sy....sy sygkn dy sgt2..sy pkirkn dy je....walaupn sy sakit,sy x pk sal diri sy..tp sy pk sal dy..sbb ue sy cm xnk ad sakit..sy nk jge dy..!!! sy nk jge awk tw....hmm..sy sedih sgt2....


Sy thu,sy byk lukakn hati manusia2 yg pnh sy kenal samaada sngja atau tidak..sy thu sy ad wat manusia trsebut menangis..tp sy mohon sepuluh jari kpd sesapa yg sy da lukakan ue...sy x sngaja..sy cme nk jd yg trbaik..sy jge manusia biasa....sy x blh puaskn hati semua pihak..
sy demam....awk..sy nk ngadu at awk yg sy demam..awk dgr x..?? bdn sy rasa sgt panas..sy sakit..='(


Sy nk ngadu at sape..?? ad sape2 x yg sdi jd tmpt mngadu sy..??? sy xnk dy risau tntg sy..nanti sume bnda dy x blh bwat..sy kenal dy sgt2...sya mngada2 kan...?? maaf la kalau awk...awk..n awk pk mcm ue...sy ank bngsu..sy emg mcm ni..sape yg rapat gn sy msti dorg thu sy mcm mana..sy mnja...tp sy xthu nk smbnyikan kemanjaan sy....maafkn sy law ad yg kurang senang at sy.....
sy cme nk luahkn hati sy..SAYA DEMAM DAN SAYA PERLUKAN AWK DISISI SY SEKARANG..!!!
SAPE YG DA BCE POST NI N SAPE YG CARE SYG SY,SILA TEXT SY...
ESPECIALLY 2 MY SYG..IM WAITING U...

saya demam.....

Azhar Dalam Kebosana tahap cm nk trjun bnuh dri dri pokok taugeh jek..!!!

arini aq bosan..knp..?? sbb bosan r an....hmm..x thu la knp..smlm fkiran aq claru...knp?? sbb claru r...adoooi...arini aq rasa cm nk mkn byk2..cz aq thu aq gmok..knp?? sbb gemok r dungu..haha..dungu..?? bangau..?? aq ske gne ayat ni..haha..comel an..eh2..back to the main point..aku bosan..smpai aq nyanyi lgu Nike Ardilla.. Ehem2..setting sore...sbnrnye xde sore pn..haha..lagu dy brbnyi mcm ni.."bosan..!! mungkin itu sifatmu...benci..!! bila egt drimu..bosan..!! trserah apa mahu mu...jalanku masih panjang.."
hahahaha...gler an aq ni..sbb?? sbb aq........bkn gler..sbb aq bosan.>!! haha..trkena sudah ko...!! haha....
korg msti ckp an "apalah yg ko merepek ni setan.."...
haha..yeah...sorry la law post kali ni xde pasal kisah cnta aq..bkn xde cnta..tp cnta ue sntiasa ad dlm hati aq ni.....when i felt bored..i will sing dis song..then aq akn tringat at kamu wahai cintaku....

Best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting

Could it be that we have been this way before

I know you don't think that I am trying......

I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear its true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended

I always swore to you I'd never fall apart

You always thought that I was stronger

I may have failed

But I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

It's impossible

So breathe in so deep

Breathe me in

I'm yours to keep

And hold onto your words

'Cause talk is cheap

And remember me tonight

When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

ingt lgi x lgu yg pda dulunya emg famous..?? lgu SECONDHAND SERENADE...btul ke aq spelling ni>??? haha..aq emg ske sgt lgu ni coz lirik dy ad brbnyi mcm ni..BECAUSE A GIRL LIKE U IS IMPOSSIBLE TO FIND...walaupn aq BOSAN.....TP CNTA AQ AT KAMU TAK AKN PNH BOSAN WAHAI CINTAKU....

k lah..sy dmam sbnrnya....dmm cmpak...xthu sy nk kne cmpak at mne..huhu..btw di kesempatan ni sy nk ckp yg...esok hari raya...haha...bdoh..puasa pn blm..ayat cm nk umumkn raya jek an..SKEMA..!!! haha..sy emg gler law tgh bosan...
sbnrya sy nk ckp yg sy da mapkn awk la....ok awk..?? pda someone ue la....bkn awk...alar..yg ue..yg pmpuan ue...bkn awk..sbelah awk..hahaha..gler agy aq ni...ok,
sape la sy utk tdak mapkn awk..sy hnya manusia biasa dan kamu juga..so 0-0 okay..mayb xde org tgur awk even maybe ur bf sndri..x branik ngaku kesalahan awk...maybe dy tkot nk tgur awk..tkot ilang awk..dy x brani nk ckp yg awk salah..walaupn awk ad wat salah ..cz tkot awk pergi dri dy...knp sy brani..?? coz sy xnk awk lakukan kesalahan yg sme..walaupn dlm keperlian sy tegur awk..tp sy ad selitkn pesanan2 dan nasihat yg brguna utk awk samaada awk sdar atau tidak...coz awk manusia mcm sy..kte perlu tgur sesama kte an....maafkn sy jgk law ad wat salah...sy thu sy xde hak nk marah2 or tegur tntng salah awk..tp ue sume sy wat sbb di masa dpn awk xkn ulangi kesilapan yg sme..sy bkn kaki bodek...sy wat sume cz sbg manusia sy juga sayang awak...kerna awk jgk manusia an...awk bkn haiwan ,,awk manusia yg lemah krna awk wanita dan perlu dilindungi dan dibimbing....

ok la...sy byk membebelkn ..??hahahaha..nurnabila kata law sy byk bebel dy ske ciom sy...then sy akn stop bebel...haha.....bosan sy da ilang ckit lpas tlis blog ni...Harap maaf law ad trkasar bhsa dlm sy tlis post ni...sy syg awk..awk dan awk..sy cntakan gf sy kaum Hawa nurnabila..!!! bye..asalamualaikum..........

Credits to Nurnabila...: LAW AD ANK PMPUAN KITA NAMAKN AZHARINA EA COZ SEMPENA NAMA SY AZHAR..LAW DPT ANK LELAKI KTE NAMAKAN NABIL YE CZ SEMPENA NAMA NURNABILA...hahahahha..syg mjok an cz b letak nme ank x bthu..?? haha..ni saje2 je la..nty kTe pk kan k...KUAT BERANGAN an kte..?? yeah...im in love...FALL FOR YOU...!!

YESTERDAY......

Jenuh aku mendengar
Manisnya kata cinta
Lebih baik sendiri

Bukannya sekali
Seringku mencoba
Namun kugagal lagi

Mungkin nasib ini
Suratan tanganku
Harus tabah menjalani

Jauh sudah melangkah
Menyusuri hidupku
Yang penuh tanda tanya

Kadang hati bimbang
Menentukan sikapku
Tiada tempat mengadu
Lyrics www.allthelyrics.com/lyrics/nike_ardilla/
                                          
Hanya iman di dada
Yang membuatku mampu
Slalu tabah menjalani

Malam malam aku sendiri
Tanpa cintamu lagi oh..oh ho..ho
Hanya satu keyakinanku
Bintang kan bersinar
Menerpa hidupku
Bahagia kan datang ..oh oh .....

weird,..?? wondering..?? keep asking why i wrote this lyrics ??haha..actually im often sing this song while im hurting with love..but now..no longer sing dis song BINTANG KEHIDUPAN because my bintang da dtg...haha..namanya Nurnabila...
ok,aq da x nynyi lgu ni agy...aq da nyni lgu yg happy2..yg cintan cintun...yg jiwang2 gtu lorh..hihihi...ni sume sbb kekasih hti pengerang jntungku....tiap kali aq call dy..aq akn dgr kata2 ni..
"berikan cintamu juga sayangmu...percaya padaku ku kan menjagamu...hingga waktu menjemputku
...ku berikan cintaku juga sayangku...percaya padaku ku kan menjagamu....hingga waktu menjemputku"

sweet an?? yeah i like it..so ary2 aq thu dy cnta aq....n smlm emg aq ad ckit mrh la gn someone cz wat persahabatan antra kwn kekasih hati aq ni yg brtahun2 bina jd renggang..emg aq x ske kwn dy ue tp aq xde la smpai nk soh dy gn kwn dy pts kwn..x professional la an... so gf aq ngadu..aq xnk la ckp nama sape yg wat mcm ni...malas nk mention.. xpenting..tp aq PANTANG law ad sape2 wat gf aq skt hati...x kira r ko pmpuan or laki..ko kena hadapi aq dlu..cz dri dlu aq emg sgt2 jaga org yg aq syg dri dihina dan di rendah2kan...okay..?? ad pham??thnk u..
ko da say sorry..tp hnya Tuhan je yg thu...stop crita pasal ni..wat mood aq ilang...


then malam tdi kteorg sama2 kusut pk hal masing2..n aq nk happy kn dy...bg dy x nk tension2..aq emg ske wat org yg aq syg ni happy..hehe..aq emg pelawak yg x diiktiraf je..hehe...tteeeettt...

then mlm ue kteorg brcinta..ckp sal bnda jiwang2 laa...then dy pnggil aku "papa"...haha..aq call dy...dy ckp aq kiss dy byk kali..then dy ckp "dah la wei..aq trgoda dgn sore ko yg gedik manja gatal uh"...hahaha...then aq pduli ape an..aq pn tros gedik gn dy..smpai pkul 3pagi kteorg x tdow aw...kredit aq smpai habis tros cz call dy..x ckop gn ue,credit dy pn habis jgk cz tepon aq..haha..tp aq da tpupkn gntikn da tdi..then kteorg emg mood jiwang karat abiz mlm ue....sgt2 sygkn dy..dy happy dat tym...dy ckp dy cntakan aq sorg..yeah i know syg..aq akn lindungi ko dri sape2 je k...
malam ue hnya aku dan dia je.. xpkir sal org len..MALAM YG TRINDAH ANTARA AKU DAN DIA...... xkn pnh aq lpekn syg...tak akn pernah..trima kasih syg....
this song for u syg...

"I'm So Glad...

I Will Never Find Another Lover
Sweeter Than You
And I Will Never Find Another Lover
More Precious Than You
Girl You Are..
Close To Me You're Like My Mother,
Close To Me You're Like My Father,
Close To Me You're Like My Sister,
Close To Me You're Like My Brother
And You Are The Only One My Everything
And For You This Song I Sing....

All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

You're All That I Ever Know,
When You Smile All My Face Always Seems To Glow,
You Turned My Life Around,
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down,

All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too



I LOVE YOU NURNABILA BT HOSLAN......

 

♥

            

The day I met u my life changed.
The way u make me feel is hard to explain...U make me smile in a special kind of way...u make me fall deeper for u everyday.
And when I look into your eyes?
I know that its true,
There's NoBody else in the world for me but YOU my SYG...!!

♥

"""CREDITS TO MY SYG...: B WAT POST NI TIME SYG TGH TDOW SKG NI KAN CZ PENAT SGT2 BLEK SKOLA..B X NOTY2 AN?? SYG XDE B G CC AW N B BUSYKN MSE DGN WAT POST KHAS UTK AWK..LOVE U.. MISS U..=)"""

Abell Belle Dan Farah Chan..=))

Skrg pkul 1.10PM.....aq tnggu abell blek skola...mlm td aq brtngkar ckit gn dy cz aq tlis blog sal ex aq..dy xske..dy cmbru..hehe..sorry syg..b da pdam k..b x sngja..ue je  luahan hati b...pgi td kteorg da brbaik..kte gdoh2 mnja je..hehe...tiap hri dy bwk hp g skola....dy kata dy xblh law jauh gn aq...kteorg xpnh law x text...dy xnk aq tinggal sorg2..dy akn bg sume tym utk aq law dy free.....tp an..pengawas x wat spotcheck ke..??? hahaha...aq dlu tkot nk bwk hp..tkot kne rmpas...law ad spotcheck aq nk smbnyi at mana..?? dlm bju.>?? dlm sluar..?? hahaha..mngarut ah...tp gf aq ni sgt hebat..!!! brani dan sgp brkorban utk aq...kteorg xkn than law rndu lme2....hehehe...sweet an..?? yes..ni la HARABELL..i really love u syg...!!!

Semalam dy ckp dy nk jpe FARAH CHAN...kwn bru kteorg...jpe at kajang...dy tgu farah lama sgt..jnji pkul 2 tp aq ckp skg da pkul 3pm..tp dy menafikn sekeras2nya..dy ckp pkul 2:15pm...haa...aq xpuas hti..aq ckp jam dy yg biol...dy xcye...hahaha...ske aty laa...then dlm brtngkar sal jam dy yg x btol ue tbe2 Farah pn smpai...ayat prtama yg dy ckp at aq pas dy jpe farah ialah dy ckp Farah tnggi gler...hahahaha.....aq ckp dy bdk bola jaring kowt...then dorg g hang out sme2 gn farah n kwn farah..gf aq kepit gn farah je...ehehehe....jelez ni....ggrrr...tp xpe.nsib bek farah ue pmpuan..kihkihkih....dlm time dorg tgh date ue..aq pn text dy spnjng ue..tiap 15 minit or 10 min aq akn call dy...haha..risau dowh...tkot jd pape ke..dy ue da lah slalu skt pale...tp aq thu farah ad utk jge dy..aq arah kn Farah jge..thnks FARAH..awk baik sgt2....brtuah kte kwn gn awk tw....abell ckp Farah n the geng ske sakat dy..bell emg ske ktwa...suara bell comel sgt2 an..??hehe..cm Nora Danish...bkn aq sorg je yg ckp..org len pn ckp jgk...sbb ue aq mkin syg at dy....smpai ptg dorg hang out aw...aq call dy lme2..haha..aq dgr farah ktwa..aq dgr dorg mnyakat..n bell nk kiz aq pn mlu2..hahahaha..Onthephone la syg....egt kiss btol2 ke..?? kteorg thu batas2 prgaulan ok..haha....aq tgk dy happy sgt smlm...smpai pnt....Thanks Farah And The Geng cz make my future wife happy sgt smlm....hehe..=))

Best moment with Her.....

Hey..nk story ckit la bout ptg tdi an..aq ad ckp bad news at my syg...tp aq xblh share tntg bad news ue at cni..cz dy gn aq je thu...and aq agak muram la...msg pn cm da xde semangat...n then tbe2 dy msg ajak aq g taman..aq egt dy main2..then aq ckp r ok la...jom g taman pimpin tgn...hahaha..cz kteorg emg ske brangan..then dy ckp siyez..dy soh aq siap2 cpt g taman..jalan kaki...wah.>!! dy btul2 siyez.. dy soh aq g taman tmpat aq..hahaha....then aq pn g tkr baju...n pkai kasut..dy gelakkn aq pkai kasut g taman...aq emg pkai kasut..mana thu nk jogging ke an..bole plak dy gelakkn aq..cekik kang..sbar je la...huhu..
then aq pn jalan g taman..dy soh jalan kaki..nek mtor x blh...pnat seh..nk lintas jalan agy...aq cm pak turut..ikot je ap dy ckp...agypown dat time emg aq nga bosan..haha...g  jela taman...then da smpai..aq duduk la at krusi...dy ckp ad buai kosong x,..?? dy soh aq men buai la ue..haha..coz dy pn men buai jgk....then aq pergi at taman yg belah kanan..stu emg byk buai...n ad bdk cina n kakak dy nga men buai..parent dy jogging...then aq gn trsipu2 pn duduk at buai...hahahhaha...siak jek..1st time in my life aq men buai gn bdk2...da tua bangka lak ue..>!! x macho r..haha..ilang kejantanan aq yg gagah lgi perkasa..HAR AZHAR MAIN BUAI TUUUUUUUUUUUUU....!!! hahaha....then dy Nurnabila Hoslan pn men buai jgk..dy soh aq dongak..tgk langit...awan yg agk cerah dan pnas ckit..tp dilindungi oleh pokok ..so,x silau sgt la...redup ckit...aq pn men buai..mkin lme kaki aq n tgn aq hayun mkin laju plak..haha..bdk kcik cina ue ktawakn aq..dy ckp gn kakak dy dlm bhsa cina smbil snyum2 tgk aq...hahaha....sgan dowh..aq pn trbahak2 ktwa at stu..hahaha....syg aq pn tgk awan sama2 gn aq..men buai smbil pale dongak ke ats kepala...bler tgk awan.aq pkir tntng dy..n dy pkir tntg aq...sweet an..??hehehe....then da pnt ktwa ,aq pn g tpt duduk krusi at taman ue..then syg aq ckp..aq ktawa ke..??aq ckp aq ktwa trbahak2..haha..xpnh2 men buai...then dy ckp,ue la niat dy sebenarnya ajak aq g taman..dy nk aq ktwa..ktwa gn dy..dy xnk aq muram n sdih tntg bad news yg aq dpt ue...hehe..syg..u make me crazy about u..u make me more love u so much...!!! aq happy sgt time tdi...happy sgt2...1st time main buai..!!! pecah rekod..!!! hahaha.....LOVE U SO MUCH NURNABILA HOSLAN.....!!!! u always with me when i have nobody..u always cheer me up when im in sad..love u my syg..!!!!

i'M really in love with Nurnabila my syg..

lme x update blog...well,busy gn org trsyg..hehehe..mana nk egt yg len...

since aq gn Nurnabila,aq rasabtul2 dihargai.disayangi..tiap mse aq kepit gn dy..dy phm aq..n aq almost da thu pangai dy...dy xske btul aq gne ayat "aku kau" bler gn dy..haha...nty dy nangis..aq x brani da nk gne...syg awk tembam..

aq x sngka dri brkwan tros putik cinta...dy caring gler at aq...sblm ni,xde pmpuan len yg mampu wat aq lpekn miss F aku ue...tp dy da brubah kn aq..dy wat aq glerkn dy sorg....aq slalu gdo gn dy..tp dy emg pnyabar..dy tetap say love at aq..dy wat aq cair..dy wat aq xtrlintas pn nk cri pmpuan len...mandi..makan..sume aku hmpir lpe sbb nk brsama gn dy je.....tiap mlm sblm tdur aq dgr voice sms yg dy bg at aq.."har kamarudin i love u..i love u..muaahh..!!".ue yg dy ckp ..hehe..n aq x jemu dgr byk kali....yg aq wat ske at dy..dy ckp dy x kesah ngis bpe kawah pn utk aq krna dy sgt cntakan aq n xkn pnh lpaskn aq...aq syg dan cnta dy sgt2..aq byk wat dy trsinggung gn aq..tp trust me syg,aq x gatal gn mana2 pmpuan pn..Sumpah SYG...aq cntakan kamu sorg...maaf law sy x smpurna..law ad wat awk bosan..tp sy cme cntakan awk aw..kte nk build our own family an..hehe..harap ni bkn angan2 saje...i will make it comes reality..syg..arini dy wat aq trkejut gn blog or diary tntg aq n dy....sgt2 sweet..aq sgt2 suka..>!!! sgt2 asa disayangi sepenuhnya...jarang ad org wat ue sume utk aq...aq bahagia dgn dy..aq x egt sape2 agy..trima kasih ALLAH dah temukn aq dgn Nurnabila bt Hoslan...sy CINTAKAN awk sgt2..!!!

aq ltak pic dy yg lucu n comel dgn Airish...hehe...nk ad family cmni aw...!! taw tembam..!!

Insan baru dalm hidup aku...si TEMBAM..!!

Ni nk crita sal someone yg da curi hati aq..haha..dy sgt caring..mnja..garang...mudah ngis...sgt touching n sgt loving..!!..
dy sntiasa egtkn aq tntng bnda yg aq lpe..dy jaga aq..dy pndai wat aq cair..haha..i love u tw..1st aq egt juz nk kwn biasa je..tp lme2 rasa syg ue tumbuh dlm hati ni..sbb dy caring gler...!! agypn kteorg byk sgt persamaan..bia la kteorg je thu ape persamaan kteorg ue k..awak..awak...jge hati sy bek2 aw..bkn mudah sy nk jtuh cnta at org len..jge aw..jgn bg sy trluka k....please..i love u..now only u...!! just only u...slmt dtg ke dlm hati MOHD AZHAR KAMARUDIN..!!
dy ckp aq x handsome..aq ske sengih cm kerang busuk..haha...dy juz ckp aq sweet jek..dy xske aq wat mke hndsome..dy ske aq wat mke brok..u make me laugh syg....sy syg awk Nurnabila atau Abell..atau bELLA....HAHA...welcome to mylife my sweetheart...!

Kawan bru..yg trbaik...!!!

aq nk bthu yg aq ad sorg kwn bru.,..dy jgk kwn bek aq....bru knal je da rapat..haha..coz dy ok sgt...dy sopan je...aq ske kwn gn dy  nama dy FARAH...!!..

dy umur 15 thun...comel an..??haha...tp fkiran dy matang....aq x thu plak yg dlu bf dy pnh kne rampas gn someone yg aq pnh syg dlu...law la aq thu,aq xkn knal gn pmpuan ue...hehe..tp pkra da brlalu..aq xnk cmpur da..sbar k farah... sy thu awk pn da lpekn sumenya...idup msti dtruskn..tp dy sedang tnggu capital S dy..dy slalu crita sal dy pnye capital S...haha..anda sgt setia....sy ske kwn gn awk aw....awk pn klakar jgk..masalah antra kte..kte slalu share an..awk bg nsht at sy...sy pn sama cm ue jgk...tp an,dy x ske mkn sgt..haha..tp sy ske makan..hey farah comel..!! makan byk2 la..bru blh gemok cm sy..haha..sy syg awk kawan...td awk msg sy yg awk xkn gne hp agy..sy harap sgt kte jgn lost contact..tp sape la sy an..sy cme kwn awk saje....tp sy syukur pnh kenal gn awk...!!!! FARAH CHAN ..!!

aku sayang kau..!!

heyp..smlm mrh2..arini sedih plak..hee..law korg prasan ad ckit prubhn at blog aq an..?? cz aq da x ltak pic aq gn ex aq....

why..??coz hati aq da d curi oleh org len...bgtu susah aq nk lpekn my ex...aq snyi fatin...ko slalu busy...tp knp x nk trima aq jd bf ko..?? do u know how much i love u..?? ko thu an ftin...aq msg ko byk kali...byk kali...aq tnggu ko text aq..tp ko tdow..aq tepon byk kali..x pnh nk angkat..smapai pgi..aq thu ko penat gn skola...tp inform la awal2...then aq sdar yg aq x ptot gnggu ko an...aq x ptot gnggu masa ko skg...tp yg pling aq terkilan,aq jtuh mtor tp ko ckit pn x tnye khabar aq...aq sdih gler ftin....busy sgt ke..???

ko thu aq sakit..x lme agy nk mampos..ko thu an aq ad cancer..?? ko thu an...!!

then knp ko da jarang nk egtkn aq soh mkn ubt....

aq sygkn ko aw....knp ego ko mkin lme mkin tinggi..ko da bosan ke gn aq...??dats y ko jarang cri aq...aq sunyi fatin...sunyi.....

jgn tnye knp skg aq da brubah...aq perlukn ksh syg..ko thu family aq slalu busy..aq x tntu arah.....

aq jtuh mtor sbb keseimbangan bdn aq da x menentu...aq bwk mto pn aq egt at ko..ko sntiasa ad dlm ingatan aq...malam2 aq sakit pale...ko xde gn aq..aq tepon ko byk kali mlm ue..aq nk ngadu pale aq sakit gler..mayb ko trlalu penat n x sdar n jwb pngilan aq...kte smakin jauh..jauh sgt..

aq thn sakit sorg2...aq nangis siak tlis ni...

sumpah airmata aq jtuh....aq thu aq x smpurna...tp cnta aq at ko sgt sempurna....

mayb ko akn jmpe someone yg lbh bek dri aq..ko bek ftin..ko sgt bek..aq bangga pnh jd sebahagian dri idop ko....aq syg ko k....jge dri bek2 ftin..aq xkn lpekn ko....jge dri...aq doakn ko brjaya dlm plajaran n jmpe laki yg sempurna..x cm aq....trima kasih atas cnta dan ksh syg yg ko bg at aq ngok..!!

si ngek ni sntiasa sygkn ko ngok...!! SELAMAT TINGGAL....

Pasal Budak AGAS..!

ARINI AQ SGT2 BENGANG N MRH PDA SORNG PMPAN NI N PASANGAN DY......
aq xnk mention la..tp law dy blas blog aq ni..aq mention nama dy n mke dy skali aq ltak..kasi famous..ske x..?? HAHA...!!..

1st aq nk ckp..ko slh org nk gdo...blog aq sblm ni ad org smpai mnx aq pdam post yg aq wat cz x thn tgk blog aq aw...ko x knal aq sape...aq law wat bek org blas aq cm taik asu,aq akn blas triple smpai ko x blh lpekn nama aq..!

aq wat bek siak at ko..aq tahan mngalah sbb ko ..aq sgp biarkn hati aq hncur sbb ko..aq snggp xnk bg ko malu pdahal aty aq sakit...aq snggup MENGALAH...
aq xbg org mrh ko aw..coz xnk ko malu..tp ko sndri wat aq malukn ko...
aq bg nasihat..bnda yg btul an..?? KO EMG CURANG BLAKANG BF KO...!!  btul an..??? then ko ckp hati jujur insyaallah ko gn dy akn kekal..jujur taik asu..ko thu asu ue ape..?? asu ue ANJING...!!..

aq pantang sgt org ckp aq playboy...aq SINGLE la wei..ko phm x aq single..???
aq nk lyan pmpan len aq pnye ske r...len r cm ko....ko ad BF la wei....bpe rmai jntan ko lyan...?????
then ko cbar aq an....n tdi aq forward msg yg ko bg aq ue at bf ko....aq x bg sume...jnji2 ko..ayat2 mnis ko yg da wat aq cair at ko...then bf ko x thn agknye tgk ue dy pn ckp " pukimak,ko jgn nk bg bnda2 bdoh ni la lancau..ko ingt aq x tw ke ko sje je kan..!! lancau pnye org..wa dpt lu mampus lu.."..
..then dy ckp "ada kacau kote bpak ko.??ad kcau pepe* mak ko....mak ko pn aq da jolok pukimak."..ko da jolok mak aq pnye...??? ksian ko an..bhsa ko sgt2 truk..da npk sgt ko ni bdk xde tamadun..oh lpe..ko bdk skola yg kurng di ajar..aq simpati at kuarga ko..law ad family sndri msti tungang langgang family ko an...dri bhsa je kte da thu org ue cmne..xde respect..then aq x blas makian dy...aq xckp cm dy ckp..dy nk pchkn mke aq..?? bdk2 la ko ni...ko xknal aq sape la budak...
kuat tgk crita KL GANGSTER la ni ea...??
xde tamadun la ko ni...then aq blas " 1 je pesan aq,jgn jd laki dayus yg mudah kne tpu bro....aq x ckp kasar gn ko..coz bkn cara aq..aq xnk simpan rhsia aq gn dy..tp ko mrh aq,,k aq trima..ske aty la ko nk wtpe gn dy...JANJI AKU DAH CRITA HAL SBENAR DAN X RAHSIA AGY N HATI AKU DA LAPANG.."
ko maki hamun cmner pn aq tetap ckp bek2..sial..!
ue utk ko..sial je aq bg cz ko ckp da jolok mak aq pnye...ksian ko..test ko utk org tua je ea..???hahahahha.....

kpd korg pasangan...romeo n juliet...aq thu korg ni msing2 hipocrite...aq xnk gnggu korg..KORG NK BRCINTA BGAI NK RAK pn cnta la...aq xnk rosakkn,bkn cra aq..tp jgn pnh kwang ajar gn aq...aq wat bek gn ko an..tp ko ckp aq ape..?? ni post utk ko...!! MENGENALI KAU ADALAH 1 MIMPI BRUK YG BRLAKU DLM HIDUP AKU.. TRIMA KASIH..=)

Whatever...

ko remove aq......actually,knp ko nk mrh aq sgt..??
aq x phm r...aq da nk bek gn ko an...ko tkot bf ko mrh rite.......
ko ckp ko da pts gn dy...ko wat aq rasa brslh...tp aq thu korg still couple an..
aq xnk ckp byk......ko asek nk angin je at aq...aq nk kte jd kwn pling bek r...tp aq xnk korg gdoh sal aq...kte kawan an..KAWAN....!then knp ko rmve aq..??ko kata nk deactive fb an..huh..sbr jela...sorry r...law xnk kwn juz ckp la awal2...k bye..

Berdamai..akhirnya.........!!! hehehe.......

aq happy gler siak...!!! hahahah....knp???jeng..! jeng...!!....sbb aq gn ftin nabila yg ku syg da brbaik smula.....aq pjok dy..aq blikn dy coklat Daim dri kedah..blikn mcm2 jnis coklat..byk jgk la..smpai dy ckp "byk taw x..mahal tw x..byk tw x..!!"...

hahaha....rilex syg..anything 4 u..aq x kesa brhabis masa dan wang utk ko..x kesa lngsung k..ue skit je...yg pnting ko da xmrh aq agy..yg pnting hati ko da lmbut blek...aq xnk dowh jauh gn ko lme2....

mkn aw coklat yg aq bg ue..mkn smpai gmok...!!!

aq bkn omong kosong..aq akn wat ap je utk lembutkn hati ko..pmpuan ske coklat n bunga...aq bg coklat cz ko ske sgt an..........

eeeeeeee.............aq happy ko da maafkn aq...!!! back to normal...!! hehe...

Aq ad bg kad at dlm beg coklat ue..maaf tlisan bruk..hehe..kad mnx maaf ikhlas dri aq......aq syg ko aw...aq law syg seseorg aq xkn mudah lpaskn dy...dan aq xkn lpaskn ko syg slgi ko msh syg kn aq.....i love u........really love u...x kn ad pmpuan len yg blh gnti tmpat ko di hati aq wat mse ni.....and jiwa dan raga aq milik ko sorg...hnya kau FATIN NABILA.......mohd azhar cintakan fatin nabila.......=))))..

nk nangissssssssssssssssssss......................hahahah.........happy.........!!

karot..kusot....aaarhhhhhhhhhhhggggg..! Tahi Asu...!

Smlm 1 hari aq x tdow...cikai pnye setan..kacau aq mlm2..aq dgr bnyi yg mnyeramkn...dgr bnyi pmpuan ngis..s'pore emg byk hantu...!! ahaha.....
aq call fatin.....mcm biasa soh dy temankn........dy mamai la plak....then aq msg iyka......dy ngantok la plak...last2 aq dgr lagu kuat2 at tlinga aq....haha...n then aq on9 jap........sakit aty aq..ilang rasa tkot aq....bf kwn bek aq ni x puas hti gn aq........aq wat bek gn gf dy pn slh seh...aq xnk dorg gdoh sal bnda ni..then aq blah laa......aq emg jnis ske undur dri..mlas nk kcoh2....law nk jdi kwn aq,just being nice...aq blh jd kwn pling bek asalkn jgn slh phm atas keramahan aq yg trlampau....aq syg kwn aq ue...syg sgt2......tp law bf dy x bg kwn..xkn nk pksa an...aq thu ko mrh aq coz buang ko..aq wat dmi kebaikan ko...aq xnk ad pape mslh..ko xkn rugi pape law ilang kwn cm aq ok....
aq care sal ko cz ko byk bg supprt at aq...tp smlm emg knangan manis kte an....ko say love..aq say love..hahaha......u're my best fren...!! fullstop...!!

then sbuh tdi fatin wat aty aq cair..hnya dgn 1 ciuman manis dy....aty yg pns n keras pn blh cair........sore ko..haiz...aq lemah laa........aq xnk dgr sore mne2 pmpuan slain ko aw...trust me.......
n aq tgk ko mkin kurus je..aq xnk ah...aq nk ko gmok...!! bia xde org nk at ko...bia aq sorg je yg minat at ko...hehe...aq blikn ko byk sgt coklat...mkn byk2 taw....bg adik ko ckit je..ko kne mkn byk...hahaha....mcm2 coklat aq bg at ko....aq nk brbek gn ko laaaaa.....law x couple tp sbg kwn pn xpe k...i miss u...dpt jgk aq dgr ko say love at aq pgi td....i love u too syg....!!


You show up when I'm lonely
you stay when I'm depressed
all of my rude comments
you shrug away in jest

You see all my dark
you see all my light
you're always by my side
even when I'm not right

You cheer me when I'm sad
you catch me when I fall
How did you come to earn my trust,
when I trust no one else at all?
I feel the time is getting close,
When we will have to part.
Ill show that I'll miss you,
With last words from my heart.

We must be dreaming,
For it has gone to fast.
The time we have spent together,
Will soon be in our past.

I'll forget this day is coming,
Today I stand here.
Trying to tell you,
How much I really care.

We'll go our seperate ways,
And I'll make it if I try.
Just hold on to our memories,
Say Never, Say Goodbye!!!


poem utk kwn aq...aq ske poem ni utk kwn..walaupn bkn aq yg wat tp ni utk ko kawan..=)

My Fault...........salah aku........!

kawan2 aq sume kcewa gn aq pas bce post bwh ni..........aq thu aq slh..aq khilaf..aq x thu knp aq sgp wat bnda bdoh dmi cnta....aq just nk hukum dri aq coz wat dy ngs mlm tdi......aq thu aq bdoh..aq kwn yg x gne.....maafkn aq...aq da mnx ampun at Tuhan........aq xnk keilngan korg........kwn2 yg slalu bg aq smngat...........aq thu aq jahat......aq x sngaja..otak aq x blh nk pkir........aq xkn wat lgi laaaaaaaa..............!! aq jnji..maafkn aq kawan..........please jgn tinggalkn aq......aq prlukn korng......korg kcewa gn aq........aq jnji aq akn brubah.........aq xkn wat bnda bdoh agy........bg aq pluang......tlong la..........pluang trakhir...........

just one chance......aq mnX maaf at korg........aq mnx maaf...........aq minx maaf,..............maafkn aq.........aku x smpurna.........maafkn aq kawan.......aku sayang korng........MAAFKAN AKU....

A song For YOU...

Mlm td emg bad day bg aq..niat hti nk brbek tp mkin kusot la...law msg msti ad je yg wat gdo..dy cmbru aq wall gn org len..aq pn cmbru dy wall gn laki len...aq thu aq x blh cmbru....im sorry.....tp wat kte mkin gdoh ialah bler aq tnya ko still smpan x lgu yg aq bg at ko dlu....then dy jwb dy da dlte sume time aq gn dy gdoh..mse ue dy ngs.....u know ap aq rasa time ue..??? sgt2 hancur.....aq x mnx pape blasan spnjng aq gn ko..just HARGAI la ap yg aq bg..hargai..hargai thu x....!!! ..
aq x mnx dwet ko..aq x mnx maruah ko..juz tolong la smpn ap yg aq bg..aq thu bnda ue x pnting bg ko..cm kertas smpah an..lgu ue aq wat ikhlas laaaaaa....then aq mrh ko...ko ckp bhsa aq kasar sgt.....yeah..aq ngaku..tp 3 msg yg aq bg ue sbg tnda aq nk luahkn prasaan mrh aq.....then pas ue aq pjok ko blek an?? tp ko x say sorry pn...aq yg pjok ko aw....mrh aq da aq kuarkn..aq kiss ko..ko x blas...k fine...aq thu aq slh..yeah...sume slh aq..aq yg bdoh an...aq emg x gne utk sape2 pn....sume org blh jnji tp nk tepati emg susah..jnji emg senang r ckp....tp aq susah nk mungkir jnji aq utk slalu syg ko......aq da jnji akn syg ko slalu..n aq x trniat nk mungkirinya......aq da wat ko ngs gn kata2 aq smlm....aq thu ue.....ko mrh aq.....pgi ue aq mnum bnda haram ue.ko thu an ap ue..?? at S'pore bli bnda ue snang je.....aq minum utk lpekn ko..utk hukum dri aq sndri......aq da benti isap rokok sjk gn ko..tp mlm tdi sekotak aq abizkn.....aq mnum 3 setengah tin..then aq muntah........brdosa sgt aq......pgi2 aq solat..aq mnx ampun at Tuhan coz iman aq x kuat..aq x kuat hadapi sume ni......trok sgt aq ni...xde org nk bimbing aq......aq prlukn seseorg bimbing aq...papa aq xde agy..aq sunyi....!!!!!
ko thu ke??aq nk brbek gn ko..ko thu ke..???
aq xkn mnum agy...x kn...aq mbuk...nsib bek mama tri aq xnpk........Ya Allah..brdosanya aq......aq xkn tinggal solat..aq nk hapuskn dosa yg aq da wat......papa aq mstu sdih tgk aq jd cmni...aq xnk jd cmni......!!! xnk fhm x....!!...........

td aq blek uma jb...aq bongkar sume blik aq..aq nk cri krtas lgu ue.....pning aq mncri....sume aq selongkar........n rupanya aq smpan at dlm diary aq......diary yg da lme aq x tlis....aq selitkn at stu...btapa gmbiranya aq rasa.........ia brharga sbb ue antra kte brdua...ko x ske xpe la........tp aq akn smpn smpai bler2........
mlm tdi adalah kngn pahit aq...n aq jnji xkn ulangi kesilapan yg sme......aq nk jd bdk baik.........!!! ue jnji aq........jnji MOHD AZHAR BIN KAMARUDIN......
ni lgu aq wat utk ko.....aq mainkn gne piano.....ko sndri thu an aq ske men piano......tp cye la....1 day aq akn dgrkn ko lgu ni..aq sndri akn nyanyi....n mse ue kte da brbek...n jd seperti dlu.........akn aq nyanyikn utk ko FATIN NABILA........trima la lirik lgu yg aq wat utk ko sbg tnda aq sgt mncintai ko.....

          CINTA ANTARA KITA

Pertama kali aq mngenalimu...tidak ku jngka cinta ini menusuk kalbu....
gurau senda,,kata2 cinta dan manjamu menyentuh hatiku...

kesopanan bahasa dan tingkah lakumu membuatku terpegun dan trpesona.....
tapi mngapa perasaan ini brubh sekelip mata...?
prubahan pda drimu membuatku trasa...
kau bgitu indah bgku,,tp kenapa ad saja yg tak kena...

CHORUS:.
Kerna trlalu cinta..cembru,ego mnguasai diri...
aku dan kau tidak mampu mngawal emosi...
oohh.....
kepercayaan luntur serta merta.....
kenapa...kenapa semua ini brlaku ketika cinta sedang brputik antara kita........
perselisihan fham,,saling sakit-mnyakiti memakan dri kita berdua......

aku salah.kau pun slah....
tpi prcayalah..brdiam dri adalah sati tndakan Maha salah......
oohh.....oohhh..
sekarang kau dan aku tidak brsama lgi...
perbalahan sering brlaku setiap kali......
seperti tiada pnyelesaian untuk diakhiri......

back to chorus...
kau sudah brpunya...dan aku pun jua..
adakah ini tkdir kita........
brcinta sementara tpi brmusuh smpai bila-bila.....

aku doakn kau brbahgia brsama si dia...
dri seorg insan yg pernah kau cinta.............

by :azhar kamarudin...

lgu ni aq wat seratus pratus idea dri aq..xde ciplak...walaupn x sehebat mana tp lgu ni aq wat pnuh gn rasa syg aq at dy.....aq susun maaf sepuluh jari.....kerna ini la dri aq sndri......
     

Love FOOL....-ANGAU-

Slamat ptg sume..da bce post bwh ni.......??? da??trima kasih..eh..awk blum??knp x bce?? x ske?? cmbru??meh sy plok nk??hahahaha....gwau je...ad jgk aq kne pnyepak jap agy..sakit wor........hehe..arini aq ad lgu angau utk aq sndri..haha....arini aq asyik nynyi lgu ni je.....meh aq kongsi gn korg k..lgu lama....LOVE FOOL by Cardigan..yg justin bieber ue sibok nk tiru...sorry justin..ko rmpas selena gomez aq sape soh..huh...!! haha..mrepek suda..layan lgu ni k..........sesuai sgt utk aq....utk korg yg trasa sdg angau brcinta.......cintaku tnpa sambutmu ftin,bgai pnas tnpa hujan...driku tnpa cntamu bgai siang tnpa malam..hehe.......

"Lovefool"

Dear, I fear we're facing a problem

You love me no longer, I know

And maybe there is nothing

That I can do to make you do

Mama tells me I shouldn't bother

That I ought to stick to another girl

A girl that surely deserves me

But I think you do!

So I cry, I pray and I beg

Love me love me

Say that you love me

Fool me fool me

Go on and fool me

Love me love me

Pretend that you love me

Leave me leave me

Just say that you need me

Love me love me

Say that you love me

Leave me leave me

Just say that you need me

I can't care 'bout anything but you...

Lately I have desperately pondered,

Spent my nights awake and I wonder

What I could have done in another way

To make you stay

Reason will not lead to solution

I will end up lost in confusion

I don't care if you really care

As long as you don't go

So I cry, I pray, and I beg

Love me, love me

Say that you love me

Fool me, fool me

Go on and fool me

Love me, love me

Pretend that you love me

Leave me, leave me

Just say that you need me

So I cry, and I pray for you to

Love me, love me

Say that you love me

Leave me, leave me

Just say that you need me

I can't care 'bout anything but you...

Anything but you...

Love me, love me (Say that you love me)

Fool me, fool me (Go on and fool me)

Love me, love me (I know that you need me)

I can't care 'bout anything but you..

sekian utk arini sy brblogging...
law ad mse sy tlis agy k...my blog cm my diary..
sape yg x ske...sy x kisah...sy mnx map x dpt puaskn hati sume org...
ni luahan hti sy..Ya Allah sopanyeee sy arini...hahahaha...anak sapa la ni..hehe..xd epape..sbnrnye sy ad ckit cmbru at someone...dy jalan gn adk angkat dy...then td dy xde kdt sy tpupkn...sy sje ckp soh dy msg adk angkat ksygn dy..ceh2...pdahal hati ckp cmbru bgai nk rak..haha...mnx2 mlm ni dy pjok aq..pleaseeeeeeeeee..............amin2...da lme x msg gn ko an....ok lah..sy byk membebel la arini...sy nk out dlu....sape rndu sy??? msg la sy.sy x mrh pn awk...jgn malu.sy akn jd kwn baik k....x baik thn2 rndu.....sy msih solo....msg sbg kwn x pe an......mood sy arini sgt baik....mlm ni ad claz....so,sy akn reply msg korg law sy tgh rest.....thu an no sy??? actually sy sgn nk mnx no org yg sy ske..so sy bg je no sy...hahahaha......sy tkot nk mnx no pmpuan........bdohkn sy ni...sbb ue x pndai nk ngurat....haha....law sy likes status sape2 byk kali mksdnya sy suka awk......hope kte blh jd kkwn baik okay..da maghrib....salam.......take cre sume....sbg manusia sy syg awk.......=)

guns n roses...
Talk to me softly
There is something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been there before
Somethin is changin' inside you
And don't you know


Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight


Give me a whisper
And give me a sign
Give me a kiss before you
tell me goodbye
Don't you take it so hard now
And please don't take it so bad
I'll still be thinkin' of you
And the times we had...baby


And don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight


And please remember that I never lied
And please remember
how I felt inside now honey
You gotta make it your own way
But you'll be alright now sugar
You'll feel better tomorrow
Come the morning light now baby

Antara si NGEK dan si NGOK........

Sape si ngek?? n sape si ngok??? aq rasa korg sume da thu....dlu kteorg emg trkenal gn pngglan ue.......law korg post2 at fb gne biyy...bb....b...syg.mama...papa.....tp kteorg gne aku n kau.....n gne ngek dan ngok.......sape agy law bkn si ngek azhar n si ngok fatin....dy mmg ngok...!! haha......knp aq tlis post sal dy tbe2???
cz aq tringt at dy.....tringt kenangn gn dy.......

mlm tdi 3 msg dri dy aq x reply.......bkn msg ko je.......tp msg org len pn aq cm xde feel nk reply........
1st pkul 22:06pm...ko ckp ko soh aq cpl gn sape2 pn trpulang cz ko x kesa......dat tym aq da tdo tp trbgon dgr ad msg..n aq arap org yg msg ue ko..yeah..mmg ko...nama ko..tp isi kndungan dlm msg ue wat aq trkedu......

then aq x reply...msg ke-2 msuk...pkul 23;52 pm....ko tnye aq "ko bleh idup tnpa aq kan.."...........
aq x reply.....n ko thu x ap slm hati aq jwb??
emg bohong law aq ckp aq blh mati xde ko..sape yg ckp cm ue emg pnipu...tp an ftin...jujur idop aq TERSEKSA tnpa ko........trseksa pkirkn ko tiap saat...rndukn ko...dlm hati trtnya2..ko da mkn ke blm...ko wat ape...ko sihat ke x..tp tkot nk msg ko...coz aq tkot kcewa agy.........smlm 1 msg pn aq x bg at ko an...aq thu ko rndukn aq........aq dpt rasa la ngok..!

msg ke-3 pkul 23;58pm.....ko msg "da xnk reply kan?? last words..thnks 4 everythng..da x gne hp lg..take cre...gud luck".......
ckit pn ko x ckp ko syg at aq.....susah sgt ke nk ckp???aq tnggu prkataan ue dri ko.......tp ko tlis gud luck??gd luck ap??gd luck utk idup sengsara tnpa ko..??take cre???aq cm org x btul aw skg..penangan cinta emg kuat...knp aq x blh mudah cnta at org len..??knp...!!!

ko msih smpan ke lgu yg aq wat utk ko sorg..???msih ke ko smpan lgu kte..?? aq wat lgu ue time ko gn jntan claka ue.....n aq gn org len..dat time kte pts n kte cpl gn org len.......aq dpt thu bf ko bdk jhat....da musnahkn rmai pmpan..aq try nk sdarkn ko tp ko ckp aq playboy..ko ckp aq aibkn bf ko........hati aq hncur aw....aq nk tolong ko coz aq syg ko...!!!
law bf ko org baik aq redha..tp ni bkn........

kwn2 aq ckp biarkn je ko gn laki ue....ko da syg dy....ko trmakan ckp dy yg dy akn bnuh dri law ko ptskn dy.......haha.....tp aq xpuas hti..idup aq xsng law ko hancur at tgn laki ue.........then aq soh cousin aq tackle jntan ue...ngok..! x smpai 2 hari dy da jth cnta at cousin aq..dy ckp dy xde gf............aq bthu ko bf ko curng......ko still x cye.........then aq bg ko tgk msg2 yg bf ko antar.....then bru ko cye an..??? sape playboy skg?????
aq wat coz aq trlalu sygkn ko.........
aq xnk jd pape at ko........aq syg ko...ini cara aq syg at seseorg......

then aq tringat........aq rndu plokan ko yg kuat2 ue......ko ckp xnk lpaskn aq.......tp akhirnya ko lpaskn plokan ko ue..........ko x rndu ke??? ko thu an kte pnh angau sama2.......rmai org x ske kte brsama..caci maki ue sume kte da lalui.....fitnah org len sume kte hadapi sama2..........
bpe rmai org aq da kcewakn sbb nk dgn ko??
aq thu aq dosa cz wat org len cm ue...tp soal hti xde sape yg phm........
aq rndu plokan kuat2 kte dlu.....

aq jgk rndukan bau rambut ko yg wangi.....wngi sgt bau rmbut ko.........aq blh jd gler ....haha.....ko pkai sunsilk ke rejoice???hahaahaha........
then aq ad mnx hp kocoz hp ko rosak n aq nk btulkn hp ue......ko gne hp aq..n aq amk hp ko then aq btulkn......hp ko bau wangi dowh..bau ko an???
malam ue aq tdo gn hp ko...aq bau cium hp ue..............hahahaha......ko x thu an...aq rndu sgt2..........!!!
aq rndu bau ko...rndu tntng ko....rndu plokan ko........adakah ko pn sama cm ue jgk??????? soalan ue trtnya2 dlm minda dan pkiran aq.........

then kte slalu men anak2.....haha..ko ckp ko pregnantkn ank aq.......aq soh ko jge baby ue bek2.......then 1 day kte gdoh n ko ckp ko da gugurkn ank kte........hahaha...aq shock then aq mrh npe ggurkn..n ko ckp coz papa dy gtai gn org len..........hahahahha..........kte emg gle......then ko ckp ko gwau je..ank ue still ad agy.........ngok..! ank kte shat x skg??papa dy g hijrah kejap..nty papa blk k..pesan at ank kte,papa sygkn dy n mama dy skali.......hehehehhee...........sgt2 "sampat+paitiam" la kte..........sampat..thu sampat n paitiam??sampat bhsa cina means gila..paitiam bhsa tamil...1 malaysia babe.........!!haha........

fatin nabila..........si ngek ni nk ckp yg aq rndukn ko..tp aq kne kuat...aq thu ko xkn gn aq......aq akn jauh dri ko syg......smpai ego ko trun.......smpai ko sndri ckp ko perlukn aq........kali ni biarla ko plak yg ckp dlu k.....aq xkn gn org len..coz aq susah jatuh cinta........

"bila kau jauh aq slalu rindu....bila kau ad hati kn brbunga..."

for u syg...i miss u...i love u fuck damn shit much...!!

Selamat Hari Bapa.........

Dgn ni aq nk ucapk slmat hari bapa kpd bpa2 sedunia..........yg msih ad ayh,please dgr ckp ayah korg k....n thun ni aq rai kan hri bapa tnpa papa aq di sisi.....my late papa......i miss u so much pa.....adik thu adk sgt dgil...pa...adk sdih papa xde....i need ur love...bimbingan papa....adik pincang idup tnpa nasihat papa.....adik msih egt agy papa nk adik jd org brguna...dmi cinta adik snggup lawan ckp papa...pa tmpar adik..adik lari uma......pa,maafkn adik...bru adik sdar kesilapan adik yg pntingkn cnta dri keluarga......pa,adik rndu sgt2......adik nangis tlis ni sume......adik rndu suara papa yg garang mrah adik bler adk wat slh....adk rndu kte beat team bola sape yg menang..tgk bola sme2......mancing ikan sme2....adik rndu.....!!!!!!

papa.....i want see u.......please bring me with u.....kdng2 adik x thn gn dunia ni.....x adil pa......tp adik kuatkn smangat.....adik slalu sdekahkn Al-Fatihah wt papa......pa,bler nk amek adk??

hmmmm......papa........mama da busy je......ma dgn kerja dan persatuan dy....adk dduk uma mama linda......pa,adk tgk picture papa......i love u.......adik akn jnji gn papa,adk akn jd org brguna...adk akn wat impian papa jd knyataan.......adk xkn malukn papa agy.adik akn jd laki yg jge maruah pmpan yg papa slalu nsihat kt adk...adk x kn rosakkn mana2 ank org......smpai skg,adk x pnh wat cm ue pa....adk xnk......xnk jd ank drhaka.....adk rndu at papa.....!! pa dgr x...??pa dgr r...........!!!!!

adik rndu sgt......Ya ALLAH..........knp org baik slalu pergi dlu......maafkn adik pa....maafkn adik..........

New life.....New azhar....

Slamat pgi semua.....hehe..eh2..npe aq ske sgt arini???well.....duka smalam da brlalu pergi...i just need 1 day utk heal my heart.....see,i told u before rite.....
bgun pgi je aq tgk maaaakkkkk ooooiiii...maaaakkk bpaaaakkkkk....maaaakkkkkkk koooooooo...hahahaha....byk msg msuk seh...sume dri PEREMPUAN.......waaahhhhhhh......mne dorg thu hti aq skg sudah bkn milik sape2 agy??? sungguh pantas brita trsebar....aaawww.......aawwww...tak thu plak aq ni market jgk..haha...prasan jap.......tp emg rmai jgk la yg nk twarkn dri smbuhkn hti aq ni.........trima kasih sume k...akn aq pertimbngkan.......rupa jgn risau,aq x kisah..gmok ckit pn xpe k....tp aq risau law cntik sgt ue...haha..risau rmai yg nk....susah nk jge nty.....n law pasal kerugian dri segi wang..jgn risau..semua aq tangung coz TANGUNGJAWAB aq.....x mo jdi laki dayus..........

n pgi ni aq snyum lebar.hati byk senang...ad yg care sal aq....n agy 1...slalunya aq tgk fb bf cik HN...aq lpe nama btul dy sape..pgl HN jela....slalunya aq cmbru..hati aq sakit.tp ntah knp tdi aq tgk aq SENYUM...ckit cmbru pn da xde...ajaib ..Tuhan emg nk aq lpekn sume kisah sdih dlm idup aq an...Alhamdulillah......swear aq x cmbru x sakit hti....haha....so mksdnya aq da x syg dy...sbg adik???aq x thu...law blh aq xnk ad kne mngena gn dy agy....mayb anggp jela kte x pnh kenal.....aq bkn laki yg ckp blh wat ko cair...aq bkn just ckp aje..aq ckp aq akn bwat......ue antra aq tunjukkn aq hargai cnta yg ko da bg at aq.....bler aq ckp aq syg..yes aq emg syg..tp aq bkn jenis laki yg ckp "aq x blh idop xde ko,aq akn mti law xde ko,aq cntakan ko," sume org blh ckp..aq akn bwat tp bkn just ckp je...aq pts gn mimi sbb ap??? aq dtg jb sorg2 sbb ap???aq x cntct pmpuan n adk angkt aq sndri sbb ap???aq lukis ap??aq tlis puisi ap??aq law ckp aq akn bwat....aq bkn OMONG KOSONG jek....tp ap ko wat utk aq..?? NOTHING....yes..nothing..ckp jujur pn ko tkot......dlm hp ckp ko cntakn aq bgai nk gler..AKU TAK PERCAYA...dlu aq prcya..skg tdak agy....sorry to say....tp ini hakikat an....aq bkn laki yg ayat blh wat ko cair...tp bukti??? x ada....aq bkn cm ue....cinta jarak jauh emg senang nk ckp je...tp bwat susah......aq laki..aq thu laaa.....so make sure ko plih yg tepat.....mata ko da dikaburi gn ape??? ko sndri thu an........cinta gne otak okay.......prjalanan idup kte masih pnjang..........
aq da brubah??? yes..!! aq xnk jd lembik cm dlu....yg law ad slh phm je aq akn pjok n ckp "im soryy syg..plz bby....org thu sume slh org...im so sorry  ..i love u syg..please....."
walaupn bkn slh aq...aq xnk jd or ckp cm ue agy........aq xnk amek thu sal korg agy..nk jdi gud gal or bad gal ue ske aty korg la....aq xnk nsihat pnjng2 cm dlu..........coz ad korg kesa sal aq???NOPE....sume pntingkn dri sndri an.............

to fatin plak....ni post trakhir utk ko....
ko thu an aq emg sygkn ko....ko soh aq tnggu ko..tp ko x bg aq gn org len....ko syg aq ke??ko love aq ke??aq pn da x thu ftin.....knp aq nk tnggu ko??? bg la alasan yg munasabah...!!!
aq pn nk disayangi ftin......byk aq wat utk ko ftin ......
tp ckit pn aq xamk kesempatan at ko........
byk kenanagn kte an syg.....
aq xkn lpekn ko.....coz ko permaisuri trbaik dlm hati aq........
aq trima cnta dri org len sbb nk lpekn ko.....
aq pnh ske HN.......
tp dy jgk wat aq BENCI dy cz dy takut utk ckp benar..........
cnta aq dtg cuma skali......bler da pergi,xkn dtg agy.......
fatin......aq nk ko jge dri k...
aq akn tgk ko dri jauh......aq ada something utk ko ..utk yg trakhirnya....utk ko law ko rndu aq.....bnda ni sgt istimewa.......
trima la k..ikhlas dri aq......
bila ko da jmpa seseorg ue,aq arap ko egt sume pesanan aq,,,jge dri bek2...jge maruah...law laki ue nk ape2 kn ko..aq ajar ko ape??? egt x??? tendang dy pnye ttttttttuuuuuuuuuuuuuutttttt......................hehehe..
law dy ckp sape ajar...ckp azhar ajar.........tepon aq n aq akn slamatkn ko........hee.........
ftin,trima kasih utk sgalanya.......
jge dri bek2...smlm ko tnya aq,ko jahat ke???
ko x jhat..cme ko ego........
ko bek dowh.......jge kesucian dri ue smpai da nikah aw.........buat aq bngga dgn ko.........syg ko agy.....

aq nk sambung bljar....aq nk brubh jdi bdk yg brjaya........
aq nk org yg sakitkn hati aq akn nyesal.....aq akn bwat......
ble aq ckp,aq akn bwat........
maybe kte xkn jmpe or cntact agy..........
fatin dan HN,maafkn aq law aq ad slh ckp...tp ni dri dlm hati aq........
maafkn aq cz x mampu jd yg trbaik ......
even law korg ckp nyesal gn aq...bg aq,mnyanyngi seseoeg tidak sama skali aq akn nyesal.......
aq mnx map law aq sgt jujur..xde tapis2...
aq mnx map law aq ni ckit manja...aq ank bngsu...bpak pn xde......anak yatim....tp aq xnk simpati..aq cme nk dihargai.......disayangi ......dicintai sepenuh hati....
korg sume akn jdi sejarah aq.......tnggu prubahan aq yg bru.....
SEBAGAI MANUSIA AKU SAYANG KOMU........

Sudah rasa tenang ckit........

Kan aq da ckp....bg aq ckit masa..bg aq nangis puas2..hempas brg sume.hmpas hp..then aq akn OKAY.........Aq mrh x lama an??ue aq yg sbnrya.....aq g taman ptg td gn cousin aq...aq men bola keranjang....gn bdk2 cina.....nk release tension......then aq x thu knp gn aq,aq baling trkena kaki cina ue..then dy trjatuh..pas ue dy bling bola ue at pwot aq..senak x senak la an.......aq cm nk kasi tmbuk free jek an cina ue...tp aq thu ue tmpt dorg..aq sbr jela.......then kwn dy yg amoi mana ntah pjok aq ...dat time aq da blah da g tmpt dduk len at taman ue......dy speak english emg super duper pnya terer laaa.....aq gagap2 ckp siak...haha..sgan dowh...comel gler..........!!!!                                      

dy ckp jgn mrh kwn dy sgt...dy tnya aq ok ke x....dlu stay mne..dy kata jarang ad malay nk join dorg...aq join pn aq nk tenangkn fkiran..aq pnh men bola krnjang at skola dlu..aq an tnggi....then dy cm lebih2 plak gn aq..rapat semcam je....kang ad jgk aq gdo gn kwn dy ue law slh phm...then aq say thnks at dy n tros blah...Dy wat aq tringt ex cina aq dlu pts sbb brlainan bngsa n sbb abg dy yg garang cm singa.......aq blek dgn pwot yg sakit2 pnye senak ue......sume sbb ap?? sebab CINTA......

then aq smpai uma aq on9......aq wall 2 wall gn ABELL BELL....kwn bru..dy bg aq blog dy..n dy tgk blog aq....ko thu ap dy ckp????dy nangis n ckp sdih gler bpak tgk blog aq.......ue bru yg bce..yg alaminye????TUHAN JE YG THU........

dy byk bg nasihat...trima ksih bell.....aq ltak pic kamu ok...jgn nangis2 ok....eijah pn ckp bnda yg sme...iyka ckp law aq nk jd kwn dy...aq kne kuat n jgn jdi lembik......hehe..aq mnx 1 hri je k iyka....1 hari je n then aq akn ok..akn normal.......thnks utk post ko iyka.....aq trima sume nasihat ko at aq........ko emg bek gn aq......

pwot aq mkin sakit....sape nk pduli??sume pntingkn dri msing2.....mayb ni post trakhir tntng aq dn kisah cnta aq......aq nk benti menulis blog.....ntah la..aq pn x pasti.......cinta......cinta dan cinta......knp msti ad dlm hati aq.....

AKU SALAH JATUH CINTA..........

Kau seperti cermin
yang telah usang dan berdebu
sebarkan noda dihatiku
berkalang awan kelabu disini

Ku seperti kapas
yang putih lemah dan terkulai
meratapi cinta yang hitam
kujatuh cinta, jatuh cinta yang salah

Bersamamu serasi, hati dan cintaku bernyawa
namun mengapa barulah kini, kubertemu denganmu
ku tak sendiri dan kau tlah berdua….

Ku sering menatap awan
andai kubisa jadi burung
bisa hinggap di mana saja
setiap saat bisa melihat kau dengannya,getir.........!!!
AKU SALAH JATUH CINTA..............

Forget fake love...........!!

aq nk smbung ckit sal post yg bwh ue.........aq x thu nk share at sape..aq cm da xnk cye at sume kata2 org agy.......hati aq sakit...sedih..geram..sume cmpur.....knp xde yg phm aq??? knp aq dicipta utk jg Pecinta yg setia...........!!!!!!!!!!!!
aq nk jd playboy blh x???mcm best jek an.. xskt hati....
law pmpuan yg ad bf blh betrayed,ape agy lelaki......tp aq x smpai hati......sbb ad prasaa x smpai hati ni la aq trluka mcm ni..........!!

aq nk lpekn ko...!! ko fhm x??? aq nk lpekn ko syg....plz wat aq lpekn ko.........
hati aq sakit..mcm2 aq alami aw........korg ske wt aq mcm ni???xpe r..nty korg akn kena aw...........
aq laki r...aq thu ap laki nk...dat time ko bru nk cri aq..??aq da mampos bg korg........
astagfirullah alazim...........knp cinta sgt sulit bg aq........aq cm da x cye adanya cinta........knp mreka x fhm aq ad dlm hati aq...??

kalau mse aq tnye sorg2 ue n ad yg ckp "i still love u"........
babe,dat time aq sjud at ko r....!!
ko nk ape aq bg r..........harta aq ko amek r........ko nk pkai kreta aq pkai r....ko nk amek kredit card aq amek r........ko nk aq jdi kuli ko a snggup r.......aq thu korg bkn mata duitan...tp aq snggup wat sume utk org yg ckp cm ue at aq......
aq gler??yeah...gler Cinta.......

tp sume da lmbt..sume x pk......once aq da start lpekn korg.......nama korg pn aq xnk ingat.........
aq akn tkr pic ...hari ni last aq gne pic at ats ni.......

this s 4 u.........fatin nabila.......n yg agy sorg ue??aq da lpe nama dy...ni pn utk ko jgk........"

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith coz you believed
Em everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

biarkan waktu teruslah berputar
ku cintai kamu penuh rasa sabar
meski sakit hati ini kau tinggalkan
ku ikhlas tuk bertahan
cintaku padamu begitu besar
namun kau tak pernah bisa merasakan
malah kini kau ucapkan selamat tinggal
membuat keresahan
meninggalkanku tanpa perasaan
hingga ku jatuhkan air mata
kekecewaanku sungguh tak berarah
biarkan ku harus bertahan
jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah
tak relakan yang indah hilanglah sudah
jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah
tak relakan yang indah hilanglah sudah.......

jgn risau semua..aq akn okay lpas ni........thnks coz pnh syg aq.....
to member2 aq...law nk kredit jgn topup..amek at aq je..jgn kayakn cina tpup ue...aq ad utk tolong korng...abizkn kredit aq skg....please............tima kasih kwn2.........

aq akan okay..aq sdih kejap je an...esok aq akn gler blek smula...aq Azhar..seorg joker utk korg....bg aq masa 1 hri utk diamkn dri ini...esok aq akn ok..kembali normal..trust me...=)