Antara si NGEK dan si NGOK........

Sape si ngek?? n sape si ngok??? aq rasa korg sume da thu....dlu kteorg emg trkenal gn pngglan ue.......law korg post2 at fb gne biyy...bb....b...syg.mama...papa.....tp kteorg gne aku n kau.....n gne ngek dan ngok.......sape agy law bkn si ngek azhar n si ngok fatin....dy mmg ngok...!! haha......knp aq tlis post sal dy tbe2???
cz aq tringt at dy.....tringt kenangn gn dy.......

mlm tdi 3 msg dri dy aq x reply.......bkn msg ko je.......tp msg org len pn aq cm xde feel nk reply........
1st pkul 22:06pm...ko ckp ko soh aq cpl gn sape2 pn trpulang cz ko x kesa......dat tym aq da tdo tp trbgon dgr ad msg..n aq arap org yg msg ue ko..yeah..mmg ko...nama ko..tp isi kndungan dlm msg ue wat aq trkedu......

then aq x reply...msg ke-2 msuk...pkul 23;52 pm....ko tnye aq "ko bleh idup tnpa aq kan.."...........
aq x reply.....n ko thu x ap slm hati aq jwb??
emg bohong law aq ckp aq blh mati xde ko..sape yg ckp cm ue emg pnipu...tp an ftin...jujur idop aq TERSEKSA tnpa ko........trseksa pkirkn ko tiap saat...rndukn ko...dlm hati trtnya2..ko da mkn ke blm...ko wat ape...ko sihat ke x..tp tkot nk msg ko...coz aq tkot kcewa agy.........smlm 1 msg pn aq x bg at ko an...aq thu ko rndukn aq........aq dpt rasa la ngok..!

msg ke-3 pkul 23;58pm.....ko msg "da xnk reply kan?? last words..thnks 4 everythng..da x gne hp lg..take cre...gud luck".......
ckit pn ko x ckp ko syg at aq.....susah sgt ke nk ckp???aq tnggu prkataan ue dri ko.......tp ko tlis gud luck??gd luck ap??gd luck utk idup sengsara tnpa ko..??take cre???aq cm org x btul aw skg..penangan cinta emg kuat...knp aq x blh mudah cnta at org len..??knp...!!!

ko msih smpan ke lgu yg aq wat utk ko sorg..???msih ke ko smpan lgu kte..?? aq wat lgu ue time ko gn jntan claka ue.....n aq gn org len..dat time kte pts n kte cpl gn org len.......aq dpt thu bf ko bdk jhat....da musnahkn rmai pmpan..aq try nk sdarkn ko tp ko ckp aq playboy..ko ckp aq aibkn bf ko........hati aq hncur aw....aq nk tolong ko coz aq syg ko...!!!
law bf ko org baik aq redha..tp ni bkn........

kwn2 aq ckp biarkn je ko gn laki ue....ko da syg dy....ko trmakan ckp dy yg dy akn bnuh dri law ko ptskn dy.......haha.....tp aq xpuas hti..idup aq xsng law ko hancur at tgn laki ue.........then aq soh cousin aq tackle jntan ue...ngok..! x smpai 2 hari dy da jth cnta at cousin aq..dy ckp dy xde gf............aq bthu ko bf ko curng......ko still x cye.........then aq bg ko tgk msg2 yg bf ko antar.....then bru ko cye an..??? sape playboy skg?????
aq wat coz aq trlalu sygkn ko.........
aq xnk jd pape at ko........aq syg ko...ini cara aq syg at seseorg......

then aq tringat........aq rndu plokan ko yg kuat2 ue......ko ckp xnk lpaskn aq.......tp akhirnya ko lpaskn plokan ko ue..........ko x rndu ke??? ko thu an kte pnh angau sama2.......rmai org x ske kte brsama..caci maki ue sume kte da lalui.....fitnah org len sume kte hadapi sama2..........
bpe rmai org aq da kcewakn sbb nk dgn ko??
aq thu aq dosa cz wat org len cm ue...tp soal hti xde sape yg phm........
aq rndu plokan kuat2 kte dlu.....

aq jgk rndukan bau rambut ko yg wangi.....wngi sgt bau rmbut ko.........aq blh jd gler ....haha.....ko pkai sunsilk ke rejoice???hahaahaha........
then aq ad mnx hp kocoz hp ko rosak n aq nk btulkn hp ue......ko gne hp aq..n aq amk hp ko then aq btulkn......hp ko bau wangi dowh..bau ko an???
malam ue aq tdo gn hp ko...aq bau cium hp ue..............hahahaha......ko x thu an...aq rndu sgt2..........!!!
aq rndu bau ko...rndu tntng ko....rndu plokan ko........adakah ko pn sama cm ue jgk??????? soalan ue trtnya2 dlm minda dan pkiran aq.........

then kte slalu men anak2.....haha..ko ckp ko pregnantkn ank aq.......aq soh ko jge baby ue bek2.......then 1 day kte gdoh n ko ckp ko da gugurkn ank kte........hahaha...aq shock then aq mrh npe ggurkn..n ko ckp coz papa dy gtai gn org len..........hahahahha..........kte emg gle......then ko ckp ko gwau je..ank ue still ad agy.........ngok..! ank kte shat x skg??papa dy g hijrah kejap..nty papa blk k..pesan at ank kte,papa sygkn dy n mama dy skali.......hehehehhee...........sgt2 "sampat+paitiam" la kte..........sampat..thu sampat n paitiam??sampat bhsa cina means gila..paitiam bhsa tamil...1 malaysia babe.........!!haha........

fatin nabila..........si ngek ni nk ckp yg aq rndukn ko..tp aq kne kuat...aq thu ko xkn gn aq......aq akn jauh dri ko syg......smpai ego ko trun.......smpai ko sndri ckp ko perlukn aq........kali ni biarla ko plak yg ckp dlu k.....aq xkn gn org len..coz aq susah jatuh cinta........

"bila kau jauh aq slalu rindu....bila kau ad hati kn brbunga..."

for u syg...i miss u...i love u fuck damn shit much...!!