New life.....New azhar....

Slamat pgi semua.....hehe..eh2..npe aq ske sgt arini???well.....duka smalam da brlalu pergi...i just need 1 day utk heal my heart.....see,i told u before rite.....
bgun pgi je aq tgk maaaakkkkk ooooiiii...maaaakkk bpaaaakkkkk....maaaakkkkkkk koooooooo...hahahaha....byk msg msuk seh...sume dri PEREMPUAN.......waaahhhhhhh......mne dorg thu hti aq skg sudah bkn milik sape2 agy??? sungguh pantas brita trsebar....aaawww.......aawwww...tak thu plak aq ni market jgk..haha...prasan jap.......tp emg rmai jgk la yg nk twarkn dri smbuhkn hti aq ni.........trima kasih sume k...akn aq pertimbngkan.......rupa jgn risau,aq x kisah..gmok ckit pn xpe k....tp aq risau law cntik sgt ue...haha..risau rmai yg nk....susah nk jge nty.....n law pasal kerugian dri segi wang..jgn risau..semua aq tangung coz TANGUNGJAWAB aq.....x mo jdi laki dayus..........

n pgi ni aq snyum lebar.hati byk senang...ad yg care sal aq....n agy 1...slalunya aq tgk fb bf cik HN...aq lpe nama btul dy sape..pgl HN jela....slalunya aq cmbru..hati aq sakit.tp ntah knp tdi aq tgk aq SENYUM...ckit cmbru pn da xde...ajaib ..Tuhan emg nk aq lpekn sume kisah sdih dlm idup aq an...Alhamdulillah......swear aq x cmbru x sakit hti....haha....so mksdnya aq da x syg dy...sbg adik???aq x thu...law blh aq xnk ad kne mngena gn dy agy....mayb anggp jela kte x pnh kenal.....aq bkn laki yg ckp blh wat ko cair...aq bkn just ckp aje..aq ckp aq akn bwat......ue antra aq tunjukkn aq hargai cnta yg ko da bg at aq.....bler aq ckp aq syg..yes aq emg syg..tp aq bkn jenis laki yg ckp "aq x blh idop xde ko,aq akn mti law xde ko,aq cntakan ko," sume org blh ckp..aq akn bwat tp bkn just ckp je...aq pts gn mimi sbb ap??? aq dtg jb sorg2 sbb ap???aq x cntct pmpuan n adk angkt aq sndri sbb ap???aq lukis ap??aq tlis puisi ap??aq law ckp aq akn bwat....aq bkn OMONG KOSONG jek....tp ap ko wat utk aq..?? NOTHING....yes..nothing..ckp jujur pn ko tkot......dlm hp ckp ko cntakn aq bgai nk gler..AKU TAK PERCAYA...dlu aq prcya..skg tdak agy....sorry to say....tp ini hakikat an....aq bkn laki yg ayat blh wat ko cair...tp bukti??? x ada....aq bkn cm ue....cinta jarak jauh emg senang nk ckp je...tp bwat susah......aq laki..aq thu laaa.....so make sure ko plih yg tepat.....mata ko da dikaburi gn ape??? ko sndri thu an........cinta gne otak okay.......prjalanan idup kte masih pnjang..........
aq da brubah??? yes..!! aq xnk jd lembik cm dlu....yg law ad slh phm je aq akn pjok n ckp "im soryy syg..plz bby....org thu sume slh org...im so sorry  ..i love u syg..please....."
walaupn bkn slh aq...aq xnk jd or ckp cm ue agy........aq xnk amek thu sal korg agy..nk jdi gud gal or bad gal ue ske aty korg la....aq xnk nsihat pnjng2 cm dlu..........coz ad korg kesa sal aq???NOPE....sume pntingkn dri sndri an.............

to fatin plak....ni post trakhir utk ko....
ko thu an aq emg sygkn ko....ko soh aq tnggu ko..tp ko x bg aq gn org len....ko syg aq ke??ko love aq ke??aq pn da x thu ftin.....knp aq nk tnggu ko??? bg la alasan yg munasabah...!!!
aq pn nk disayangi ftin......byk aq wat utk ko ftin ......
tp ckit pn aq xamk kesempatan at ko........
byk kenanagn kte an syg.....
aq xkn lpekn ko.....coz ko permaisuri trbaik dlm hati aq........
aq trima cnta dri org len sbb nk lpekn ko.....
aq pnh ske HN.......
tp dy jgk wat aq BENCI dy cz dy takut utk ckp benar..........
cnta aq dtg cuma skali......bler da pergi,xkn dtg agy.......
fatin......aq nk ko jge dri k...
aq akn tgk ko dri jauh......aq ada something utk ko ..utk yg trakhirnya....utk ko law ko rndu aq.....bnda ni sgt istimewa.......
trima la k..ikhlas dri aq......
bila ko da jmpa seseorg ue,aq arap ko egt sume pesanan aq,,,jge dri bek2...jge maruah...law laki ue nk ape2 kn ko..aq ajar ko ape??? egt x??? tendang dy pnye ttttttttuuuuuuuuuuuuuutttttt......................hehehe..
law dy ckp sape ajar...ckp azhar ajar.........tepon aq n aq akn slamatkn ko........hee.........
ftin,trima kasih utk sgalanya.......
jge dri bek2...smlm ko tnya aq,ko jahat ke???
ko x jhat..cme ko ego........
ko bek dowh.......jge kesucian dri ue smpai da nikah aw.........buat aq bngga dgn ko.........syg ko agy.....

aq nk sambung bljar....aq nk brubh jdi bdk yg brjaya........
aq nk org yg sakitkn hati aq akn nyesal.....aq akn bwat......
ble aq ckp,aq akn bwat........
maybe kte xkn jmpe or cntact agy..........
fatin dan HN,maafkn aq law aq ad slh ckp...tp ni dri dlm hati aq........
maafkn aq cz x mampu jd yg trbaik ......
even law korg ckp nyesal gn aq...bg aq,mnyanyngi seseoeg tidak sama skali aq akn nyesal.......
aq mnx map law aq sgt jujur..xde tapis2...
aq mnx map law aq ni ckit manja...aq ank bngsu...bpak pn xde......anak yatim....tp aq xnk simpati..aq cme nk dihargai.......disayangi ......dicintai sepenuh hati....
korg sume akn jdi sejarah aq.......tnggu prubahan aq yg bru.....
SEBAGAI MANUSIA AKU SAYANG KOMU........