Insan baru dalm hidup aku...si TEMBAM..!!

Ni nk crita sal someone yg da curi hati aq..haha..dy sgt caring..mnja..garang...mudah ngis...sgt touching n sgt loving..!!..
dy sntiasa egtkn aq tntng bnda yg aq lpe..dy jaga aq..dy pndai wat aq cair..haha..i love u tw..1st aq egt juz nk kwn biasa je..tp lme2 rasa syg ue tumbuh dlm hati ni..sbb dy caring gler...!! agypn kteorg byk sgt persamaan..bia la kteorg je thu ape persamaan kteorg ue k..awak..awak...jge hati sy bek2 aw..bkn mudah sy nk jtuh cnta at org len..jge aw..jgn bg sy trluka k....please..i love u..now only u...!! just only u...slmt dtg ke dlm hati MOHD AZHAR KAMARUDIN..!!
dy ckp aq x handsome..aq ske sengih cm kerang busuk..haha...dy juz ckp aq sweet jek..dy xske aq wat mke hndsome..dy ske aq wat mke brok..u make me laugh syg....sy syg awk Nurnabila atau Abell..atau bELLA....HAHA...welcome to mylife my sweetheart...!

Kawan bru..yg trbaik...!!!

aq nk bthu yg aq ad sorg kwn bru.,..dy jgk kwn bek aq....bru knal je da rapat..haha..coz dy ok sgt...dy sopan je...aq ske kwn gn dy  nama dy FARAH...!!..

dy umur 15 thun...comel an..??haha...tp fkiran dy matang....aq x thu plak yg dlu bf dy pnh kne rampas gn someone yg aq pnh syg dlu...law la aq thu,aq xkn knal gn pmpuan ue...hehe..tp pkra da brlalu..aq xnk cmpur da..sbar k farah... sy thu awk pn da lpekn sumenya...idup msti dtruskn..tp dy sedang tnggu capital S dy..dy slalu crita sal dy pnye capital S...haha..anda sgt setia....sy ske kwn gn awk aw....awk pn klakar jgk..masalah antra kte..kte slalu share an..awk bg nsht at sy...sy pn sama cm ue jgk...tp an,dy x ske mkn sgt..haha..tp sy ske makan..hey farah comel..!! makan byk2 la..bru blh gemok cm sy..haha..sy syg awk kawan...td awk msg sy yg awk xkn gne hp agy..sy harap sgt kte jgn lost contact..tp sape la sy an..sy cme kwn awk saje....tp sy syukur pnh kenal gn awk...!!!! FARAH CHAN ..!!

aku sayang kau..!!

heyp..smlm mrh2..arini sedih plak..hee..law korg prasan ad ckit prubhn at blog aq an..?? cz aq da x ltak pic aq gn ex aq....

why..??coz hati aq da d curi oleh org len...bgtu susah aq nk lpekn my ex...aq snyi fatin...ko slalu busy...tp knp x nk trima aq jd bf ko..?? do u know how much i love u..?? ko thu an ftin...aq msg ko byk kali...byk kali...aq tnggu ko text aq..tp ko tdow..aq tepon byk kali..x pnh nk angkat..smapai pgi..aq thu ko penat gn skola...tp inform la awal2...then aq sdar yg aq x ptot gnggu ko an...aq x ptot gnggu masa ko skg...tp yg pling aq terkilan,aq jtuh mtor tp ko ckit pn x tnye khabar aq...aq sdih gler ftin....busy sgt ke..???

ko thu aq sakit..x lme agy nk mampos..ko thu an aq ad cancer..?? ko thu an...!!

then knp ko da jarang nk egtkn aq soh mkn ubt....

aq sygkn ko aw....knp ego ko mkin lme mkin tinggi..ko da bosan ke gn aq...??dats y ko jarang cri aq...aq sunyi fatin...sunyi.....

jgn tnye knp skg aq da brubah...aq perlukn ksh syg..ko thu family aq slalu busy..aq x tntu arah.....

aq jtuh mtor sbb keseimbangan bdn aq da x menentu...aq bwk mto pn aq egt at ko..ko sntiasa ad dlm ingatan aq...malam2 aq sakit pale...ko xde gn aq..aq tepon ko byk kali mlm ue..aq nk ngadu pale aq sakit gler..mayb ko trlalu penat n x sdar n jwb pngilan aq...kte smakin jauh..jauh sgt..

aq thn sakit sorg2...aq nangis siak tlis ni...

sumpah airmata aq jtuh....aq thu aq x smpurna...tp cnta aq at ko sgt sempurna....

mayb ko akn jmpe someone yg lbh bek dri aq..ko bek ftin..ko sgt bek..aq bangga pnh jd sebahagian dri idop ko....aq syg ko k....jge dri bek2 ftin..aq xkn lpekn ko....jge dri...aq doakn ko brjaya dlm plajaran n jmpe laki yg sempurna..x cm aq....trima kasih atas cnta dan ksh syg yg ko bg at aq ngok..!!

si ngek ni sntiasa sygkn ko ngok...!! SELAMAT TINGGAL....

Pasal Budak AGAS..!

ARINI AQ SGT2 BENGANG N MRH PDA SORNG PMPAN NI N PASANGAN DY......
aq xnk mention la..tp law dy blas blog aq ni..aq mention nama dy n mke dy skali aq ltak..kasi famous..ske x..?? HAHA...!!..

1st aq nk ckp..ko slh org nk gdo...blog aq sblm ni ad org smpai mnx aq pdam post yg aq wat cz x thn tgk blog aq aw...ko x knal aq sape...aq law wat bek org blas aq cm taik asu,aq akn blas triple smpai ko x blh lpekn nama aq..!

aq wat bek siak at ko..aq tahan mngalah sbb ko ..aq sgp biarkn hati aq hncur sbb ko..aq snggp xnk bg ko malu pdahal aty aq sakit...aq snggup MENGALAH...
aq xbg org mrh ko aw..coz xnk ko malu..tp ko sndri wat aq malukn ko...
aq bg nasihat..bnda yg btul an..?? KO EMG CURANG BLAKANG BF KO...!!  btul an..??? then ko ckp hati jujur insyaallah ko gn dy akn kekal..jujur taik asu..ko thu asu ue ape..?? asu ue ANJING...!!..

aq pantang sgt org ckp aq playboy...aq SINGLE la wei..ko phm x aq single..???
aq nk lyan pmpan len aq pnye ske r...len r cm ko....ko ad BF la wei....bpe rmai jntan ko lyan...?????
then ko cbar aq an....n tdi aq forward msg yg ko bg aq ue at bf ko....aq x bg sume...jnji2 ko..ayat2 mnis ko yg da wat aq cair at ko...then bf ko x thn agknye tgk ue dy pn ckp " pukimak,ko jgn nk bg bnda2 bdoh ni la lancau..ko ingt aq x tw ke ko sje je kan..!! lancau pnye org..wa dpt lu mampus lu.."..
..then dy ckp "ada kacau kote bpak ko.??ad kcau pepe* mak ko....mak ko pn aq da jolok pukimak."..ko da jolok mak aq pnye...??? ksian ko an..bhsa ko sgt2 truk..da npk sgt ko ni bdk xde tamadun..oh lpe..ko bdk skola yg kurng di ajar..aq simpati at kuarga ko..law ad family sndri msti tungang langgang family ko an...dri bhsa je kte da thu org ue cmne..xde respect..then aq x blas makian dy...aq xckp cm dy ckp..dy nk pchkn mke aq..?? bdk2 la ko ni...ko xknal aq sape la budak...
kuat tgk crita KL GANGSTER la ni ea...??
xde tamadun la ko ni...then aq blas " 1 je pesan aq,jgn jd laki dayus yg mudah kne tpu bro....aq x ckp kasar gn ko..coz bkn cara aq..aq xnk simpan rhsia aq gn dy..tp ko mrh aq,,k aq trima..ske aty la ko nk wtpe gn dy...JANJI AKU DAH CRITA HAL SBENAR DAN X RAHSIA AGY N HATI AKU DA LAPANG.."
ko maki hamun cmner pn aq tetap ckp bek2..sial..!
ue utk ko..sial je aq bg cz ko ckp da jolok mak aq pnye...ksian ko..test ko utk org tua je ea..???hahahahha.....

kpd korg pasangan...romeo n juliet...aq thu korg ni msing2 hipocrite...aq xnk gnggu korg..KORG NK BRCINTA BGAI NK RAK pn cnta la...aq xnk rosakkn,bkn cra aq..tp jgn pnh kwang ajar gn aq...aq wat bek gn ko an..tp ko ckp aq ape..?? ni post utk ko...!! MENGENALI KAU ADALAH 1 MIMPI BRUK YG BRLAKU DLM HIDUP AKU.. TRIMA KASIH..=)

Whatever...

ko remove aq......actually,knp ko nk mrh aq sgt..??
aq x phm r...aq da nk bek gn ko an...ko tkot bf ko mrh rite.......
ko ckp ko da pts gn dy...ko wat aq rasa brslh...tp aq thu korg still couple an..
aq xnk ckp byk......ko asek nk angin je at aq...aq nk kte jd kwn pling bek r...tp aq xnk korg gdoh sal aq...kte kawan an..KAWAN....!then knp ko rmve aq..??ko kata nk deactive fb an..huh..sbr jela...sorry r...law xnk kwn juz ckp la awal2...k bye..

Berdamai..akhirnya.........!!! hehehe.......

aq happy gler siak...!!! hahahah....knp???jeng..! jeng...!!....sbb aq gn ftin nabila yg ku syg da brbaik smula.....aq pjok dy..aq blikn dy coklat Daim dri kedah..blikn mcm2 jnis coklat..byk jgk la..smpai dy ckp "byk taw x..mahal tw x..byk tw x..!!"...

hahaha....rilex syg..anything 4 u..aq x kesa brhabis masa dan wang utk ko..x kesa lngsung k..ue skit je...yg pnting ko da xmrh aq agy..yg pnting hati ko da lmbut blek...aq xnk dowh jauh gn ko lme2....

mkn aw coklat yg aq bg ue..mkn smpai gmok...!!!

aq bkn omong kosong..aq akn wat ap je utk lembutkn hati ko..pmpuan ske coklat n bunga...aq bg coklat cz ko ske sgt an..........

eeeeeeee.............aq happy ko da maafkn aq...!!! back to normal...!! hehe...

Aq ad bg kad at dlm beg coklat ue..maaf tlisan bruk..hehe..kad mnx maaf ikhlas dri aq......aq syg ko aw...aq law syg seseorg aq xkn mudah lpaskn dy...dan aq xkn lpaskn ko syg slgi ko msh syg kn aq.....i love u........really love u...x kn ad pmpuan len yg blh gnti tmpat ko di hati aq wat mse ni.....and jiwa dan raga aq milik ko sorg...hnya kau FATIN NABILA.......mohd azhar cintakan fatin nabila.......=))))..

nk nangissssssssssssssssssss......................hahahah.........happy.........!!

karot..kusot....aaarhhhhhhhhhhhggggg..! Tahi Asu...!

Smlm 1 hari aq x tdow...cikai pnye setan..kacau aq mlm2..aq dgr bnyi yg mnyeramkn...dgr bnyi pmpuan ngis..s'pore emg byk hantu...!! ahaha.....
aq call fatin.....mcm biasa soh dy temankn........dy mamai la plak....then aq msg iyka......dy ngantok la plak...last2 aq dgr lagu kuat2 at tlinga aq....haha...n then aq on9 jap........sakit aty aq..ilang rasa tkot aq....bf kwn bek aq ni x puas hti gn aq........aq wat bek gn gf dy pn slh seh...aq xnk dorg gdoh sal bnda ni..then aq blah laa......aq emg jnis ske undur dri..mlas nk kcoh2....law nk jdi kwn aq,just being nice...aq blh jd kwn pling bek asalkn jgn slh phm atas keramahan aq yg trlampau....aq syg kwn aq ue...syg sgt2......tp law bf dy x bg kwn..xkn nk pksa an...aq thu ko mrh aq coz buang ko..aq wat dmi kebaikan ko...aq xnk ad pape mslh..ko xkn rugi pape law ilang kwn cm aq ok....
aq care sal ko cz ko byk bg supprt at aq...tp smlm emg knangan manis kte an....ko say love..aq say love..hahaha......u're my best fren...!! fullstop...!!

then sbuh tdi fatin wat aty aq cair..hnya dgn 1 ciuman manis dy....aty yg pns n keras pn blh cair........sore ko..haiz...aq lemah laa........aq xnk dgr sore mne2 pmpuan slain ko aw...trust me.......
n aq tgk ko mkin kurus je..aq xnk ah...aq nk ko gmok...!! bia xde org nk at ko...bia aq sorg je yg minat at ko...hehe...aq blikn ko byk sgt coklat...mkn byk2 taw....bg adik ko ckit je..ko kne mkn byk...hahaha....mcm2 coklat aq bg at ko....aq nk brbek gn ko laaaaa.....law x couple tp sbg kwn pn xpe k...i miss u...dpt jgk aq dgr ko say love at aq pgi td....i love u too syg....!!


You show up when I'm lonely
you stay when I'm depressed
all of my rude comments
you shrug away in jest

You see all my dark
you see all my light
you're always by my side
even when I'm not right

You cheer me when I'm sad
you catch me when I fall
How did you come to earn my trust,
when I trust no one else at all?
I feel the time is getting close,
When we will have to part.
Ill show that I'll miss you,
With last words from my heart.

We must be dreaming,
For it has gone to fast.
The time we have spent together,
Will soon be in our past.

I'll forget this day is coming,
Today I stand here.
Trying to tell you,
How much I really care.

We'll go our seperate ways,
And I'll make it if I try.
Just hold on to our memories,
Say Never, Say Goodbye!!!


poem utk kwn aq...aq ske poem ni utk kwn..walaupn bkn aq yg wat tp ni utk ko kawan..=)

My Fault...........salah aku........!

kawan2 aq sume kcewa gn aq pas bce post bwh ni..........aq thu aq slh..aq khilaf..aq x thu knp aq sgp wat bnda bdoh dmi cnta....aq just nk hukum dri aq coz wat dy ngs mlm tdi......aq thu aq bdoh..aq kwn yg x gne.....maafkn aq...aq da mnx ampun at Tuhan........aq xnk keilngan korg........kwn2 yg slalu bg aq smngat...........aq thu aq jahat......aq x sngaja..otak aq x blh nk pkir........aq xkn wat lgi laaaaaaaa..............!! aq jnji..maafkn aq kawan..........please jgn tinggalkn aq......aq prlukn korng......korg kcewa gn aq........aq jnji aq akn brubah.........aq xkn wat bnda bdoh agy........bg aq pluang......tlong la..........pluang trakhir...........

just one chance......aq mnX maaf at korg........aq mnx maaf...........aq minx maaf,..............maafkn aq.........aku x smpurna.........maafkn aq kawan.......aku sayang korng........MAAFKAN AKU....

A song For YOU...

Mlm td emg bad day bg aq..niat hti nk brbek tp mkin kusot la...law msg msti ad je yg wat gdo..dy cmbru aq wall gn org len..aq pn cmbru dy wall gn laki len...aq thu aq x blh cmbru....im sorry.....tp wat kte mkin gdoh ialah bler aq tnya ko still smpan x lgu yg aq bg at ko dlu....then dy jwb dy da dlte sume time aq gn dy gdoh..mse ue dy ngs.....u know ap aq rasa time ue..??? sgt2 hancur.....aq x mnx pape blasan spnjng aq gn ko..just HARGAI la ap yg aq bg..hargai..hargai thu x....!!! ..
aq x mnx dwet ko..aq x mnx maruah ko..juz tolong la smpn ap yg aq bg..aq thu bnda ue x pnting bg ko..cm kertas smpah an..lgu ue aq wat ikhlas laaaaaa....then aq mrh ko...ko ckp bhsa aq kasar sgt.....yeah..aq ngaku..tp 3 msg yg aq bg ue sbg tnda aq nk luahkn prasaan mrh aq.....then pas ue aq pjok ko blek an?? tp ko x say sorry pn...aq yg pjok ko aw....mrh aq da aq kuarkn..aq kiss ko..ko x blas...k fine...aq thu aq slh..yeah...sume slh aq..aq yg bdoh an...aq emg x gne utk sape2 pn....sume org blh jnji tp nk tepati emg susah..jnji emg senang r ckp....tp aq susah nk mungkir jnji aq utk slalu syg ko......aq da jnji akn syg ko slalu..n aq x trniat nk mungkirinya......aq da wat ko ngs gn kata2 aq smlm....aq thu ue.....ko mrh aq.....pgi ue aq mnum bnda haram ue.ko thu an ap ue..?? at S'pore bli bnda ue snang je.....aq minum utk lpekn ko..utk hukum dri aq sndri......aq da benti isap rokok sjk gn ko..tp mlm tdi sekotak aq abizkn.....aq mnum 3 setengah tin..then aq muntah........brdosa sgt aq......pgi2 aq solat..aq mnx ampun at Tuhan coz iman aq x kuat..aq x kuat hadapi sume ni......trok sgt aq ni...xde org nk bimbing aq......aq prlukn seseorg bimbing aq...papa aq xde agy..aq sunyi....!!!!!
ko thu ke??aq nk brbek gn ko..ko thu ke..???
aq xkn mnum agy...x kn...aq mbuk...nsib bek mama tri aq xnpk........Ya Allah..brdosanya aq......aq xkn tinggal solat..aq nk hapuskn dosa yg aq da wat......papa aq mstu sdih tgk aq jd cmni...aq xnk jd cmni......!!! xnk fhm x....!!...........

td aq blek uma jb...aq bongkar sume blik aq..aq nk cri krtas lgu ue.....pning aq mncri....sume aq selongkar........n rupanya aq smpan at dlm diary aq......diary yg da lme aq x tlis....aq selitkn at stu...btapa gmbiranya aq rasa.........ia brharga sbb ue antra kte brdua...ko x ske xpe la........tp aq akn smpn smpai bler2........
mlm tdi adalah kngn pahit aq...n aq jnji xkn ulangi kesilapan yg sme......aq nk jd bdk baik.........!!! ue jnji aq........jnji MOHD AZHAR BIN KAMARUDIN......
ni lgu aq wat utk ko.....aq mainkn gne piano.....ko sndri thu an aq ske men piano......tp cye la....1 day aq akn dgrkn ko lgu ni..aq sndri akn nyanyi....n mse ue kte da brbek...n jd seperti dlu.........akn aq nyanyikn utk ko FATIN NABILA........trima la lirik lgu yg aq wat utk ko sbg tnda aq sgt mncintai ko.....

          CINTA ANTARA KITA

Pertama kali aq mngenalimu...tidak ku jngka cinta ini menusuk kalbu....
gurau senda,,kata2 cinta dan manjamu menyentuh hatiku...

kesopanan bahasa dan tingkah lakumu membuatku terpegun dan trpesona.....
tapi mngapa perasaan ini brubh sekelip mata...?
prubahan pda drimu membuatku trasa...
kau bgitu indah bgku,,tp kenapa ad saja yg tak kena...

CHORUS:.
Kerna trlalu cinta..cembru,ego mnguasai diri...
aku dan kau tidak mampu mngawal emosi...
oohh.....
kepercayaan luntur serta merta.....
kenapa...kenapa semua ini brlaku ketika cinta sedang brputik antara kita........
perselisihan fham,,saling sakit-mnyakiti memakan dri kita berdua......

aku salah.kau pun slah....
tpi prcayalah..brdiam dri adalah sati tndakan Maha salah......
oohh.....oohhh..
sekarang kau dan aku tidak brsama lgi...
perbalahan sering brlaku setiap kali......
seperti tiada pnyelesaian untuk diakhiri......

back to chorus...
kau sudah brpunya...dan aku pun jua..
adakah ini tkdir kita........
brcinta sementara tpi brmusuh smpai bila-bila.....

aku doakn kau brbahgia brsama si dia...
dri seorg insan yg pernah kau cinta.............

by :azhar kamarudin...

lgu ni aq wat seratus pratus idea dri aq..xde ciplak...walaupn x sehebat mana tp lgu ni aq wat pnuh gn rasa syg aq at dy.....aq susun maaf sepuluh jari.....kerna ini la dri aq sndri......
     

Love FOOL....-ANGAU-

Slamat ptg sume..da bce post bwh ni.......??? da??trima kasih..eh..awk blum??knp x bce?? x ske?? cmbru??meh sy plok nk??hahahaha....gwau je...ad jgk aq kne pnyepak jap agy..sakit wor........hehe..arini aq ad lgu angau utk aq sndri..haha....arini aq asyik nynyi lgu ni je.....meh aq kongsi gn korg k..lgu lama....LOVE FOOL by Cardigan..yg justin bieber ue sibok nk tiru...sorry justin..ko rmpas selena gomez aq sape soh..huh...!! haha..mrepek suda..layan lgu ni k..........sesuai sgt utk aq....utk korg yg trasa sdg angau brcinta.......cintaku tnpa sambutmu ftin,bgai pnas tnpa hujan...driku tnpa cntamu bgai siang tnpa malam..hehe.......

"Lovefool"

Dear, I fear we're facing a problem

You love me no longer, I know

And maybe there is nothing

That I can do to make you do

Mama tells me I shouldn't bother

That I ought to stick to another girl

A girl that surely deserves me

But I think you do!

So I cry, I pray and I beg

Love me love me

Say that you love me

Fool me fool me

Go on and fool me

Love me love me

Pretend that you love me

Leave me leave me

Just say that you need me

Love me love me

Say that you love me

Leave me leave me

Just say that you need me

I can't care 'bout anything but you...

Lately I have desperately pondered,

Spent my nights awake and I wonder

What I could have done in another way

To make you stay

Reason will not lead to solution

I will end up lost in confusion

I don't care if you really care

As long as you don't go

So I cry, I pray, and I beg

Love me, love me

Say that you love me

Fool me, fool me

Go on and fool me

Love me, love me

Pretend that you love me

Leave me, leave me

Just say that you need me

So I cry, and I pray for you to

Love me, love me

Say that you love me

Leave me, leave me

Just say that you need me

I can't care 'bout anything but you...

Anything but you...

Love me, love me (Say that you love me)

Fool me, fool me (Go on and fool me)

Love me, love me (I know that you need me)

I can't care 'bout anything but you..

sekian utk arini sy brblogging...
law ad mse sy tlis agy k...my blog cm my diary..
sape yg x ske...sy x kisah...sy mnx map x dpt puaskn hati sume org...
ni luahan hti sy..Ya Allah sopanyeee sy arini...hahahaha...anak sapa la ni..hehe..xd epape..sbnrnye sy ad ckit cmbru at someone...dy jalan gn adk angkat dy...then td dy xde kdt sy tpupkn...sy sje ckp soh dy msg adk angkat ksygn dy..ceh2...pdahal hati ckp cmbru bgai nk rak..haha...mnx2 mlm ni dy pjok aq..pleaseeeeeeeeee..............amin2...da lme x msg gn ko an....ok lah..sy byk membebel la arini...sy nk out dlu....sape rndu sy??? msg la sy.sy x mrh pn awk...jgn malu.sy akn jd kwn baik k....x baik thn2 rndu.....sy msih solo....msg sbg kwn x pe an......mood sy arini sgt baik....mlm ni ad claz....so,sy akn reply msg korg law sy tgh rest.....thu an no sy??? actually sy sgn nk mnx no org yg sy ske..so sy bg je no sy...hahahaha......sy tkot nk mnx no pmpuan........bdohkn sy ni...sbb ue x pndai nk ngurat....haha....law sy likes status sape2 byk kali mksdnya sy suka awk......hope kte blh jd kkwn baik okay..da maghrib....salam.......take cre sume....sbg manusia sy syg awk.......=)

guns n roses...
Talk to me softly
There is something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been there before
Somethin is changin' inside you
And don't you know


Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight


Give me a whisper
And give me a sign
Give me a kiss before you
tell me goodbye
Don't you take it so hard now
And please don't take it so bad
I'll still be thinkin' of you
And the times we had...baby


And don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight


And please remember that I never lied
And please remember
how I felt inside now honey
You gotta make it your own way
But you'll be alright now sugar
You'll feel better tomorrow
Come the morning light now baby

Antara si NGEK dan si NGOK........

Sape si ngek?? n sape si ngok??? aq rasa korg sume da thu....dlu kteorg emg trkenal gn pngglan ue.......law korg post2 at fb gne biyy...bb....b...syg.mama...papa.....tp kteorg gne aku n kau.....n gne ngek dan ngok.......sape agy law bkn si ngek azhar n si ngok fatin....dy mmg ngok...!! haha......knp aq tlis post sal dy tbe2???
cz aq tringt at dy.....tringt kenangn gn dy.......

mlm tdi 3 msg dri dy aq x reply.......bkn msg ko je.......tp msg org len pn aq cm xde feel nk reply........
1st pkul 22:06pm...ko ckp ko soh aq cpl gn sape2 pn trpulang cz ko x kesa......dat tym aq da tdo tp trbgon dgr ad msg..n aq arap org yg msg ue ko..yeah..mmg ko...nama ko..tp isi kndungan dlm msg ue wat aq trkedu......

then aq x reply...msg ke-2 msuk...pkul 23;52 pm....ko tnye aq "ko bleh idup tnpa aq kan.."...........
aq x reply.....n ko thu x ap slm hati aq jwb??
emg bohong law aq ckp aq blh mati xde ko..sape yg ckp cm ue emg pnipu...tp an ftin...jujur idop aq TERSEKSA tnpa ko........trseksa pkirkn ko tiap saat...rndukn ko...dlm hati trtnya2..ko da mkn ke blm...ko wat ape...ko sihat ke x..tp tkot nk msg ko...coz aq tkot kcewa agy.........smlm 1 msg pn aq x bg at ko an...aq thu ko rndukn aq........aq dpt rasa la ngok..!

msg ke-3 pkul 23;58pm.....ko msg "da xnk reply kan?? last words..thnks 4 everythng..da x gne hp lg..take cre...gud luck".......
ckit pn ko x ckp ko syg at aq.....susah sgt ke nk ckp???aq tnggu prkataan ue dri ko.......tp ko tlis gud luck??gd luck ap??gd luck utk idup sengsara tnpa ko..??take cre???aq cm org x btul aw skg..penangan cinta emg kuat...knp aq x blh mudah cnta at org len..??knp...!!!

ko msih smpan ke lgu yg aq wat utk ko sorg..???msih ke ko smpan lgu kte..?? aq wat lgu ue time ko gn jntan claka ue.....n aq gn org len..dat time kte pts n kte cpl gn org len.......aq dpt thu bf ko bdk jhat....da musnahkn rmai pmpan..aq try nk sdarkn ko tp ko ckp aq playboy..ko ckp aq aibkn bf ko........hati aq hncur aw....aq nk tolong ko coz aq syg ko...!!!
law bf ko org baik aq redha..tp ni bkn........

kwn2 aq ckp biarkn je ko gn laki ue....ko da syg dy....ko trmakan ckp dy yg dy akn bnuh dri law ko ptskn dy.......haha.....tp aq xpuas hti..idup aq xsng law ko hancur at tgn laki ue.........then aq soh cousin aq tackle jntan ue...ngok..! x smpai 2 hari dy da jth cnta at cousin aq..dy ckp dy xde gf............aq bthu ko bf ko curng......ko still x cye.........then aq bg ko tgk msg2 yg bf ko antar.....then bru ko cye an..??? sape playboy skg?????
aq wat coz aq trlalu sygkn ko.........
aq xnk jd pape at ko........aq syg ko...ini cara aq syg at seseorg......

then aq tringat........aq rndu plokan ko yg kuat2 ue......ko ckp xnk lpaskn aq.......tp akhirnya ko lpaskn plokan ko ue..........ko x rndu ke??? ko thu an kte pnh angau sama2.......rmai org x ske kte brsama..caci maki ue sume kte da lalui.....fitnah org len sume kte hadapi sama2..........
bpe rmai org aq da kcewakn sbb nk dgn ko??
aq thu aq dosa cz wat org len cm ue...tp soal hti xde sape yg phm........
aq rndu plokan kuat2 kte dlu.....

aq jgk rndukan bau rambut ko yg wangi.....wngi sgt bau rmbut ko.........aq blh jd gler ....haha.....ko pkai sunsilk ke rejoice???hahaahaha........
then aq ad mnx hp kocoz hp ko rosak n aq nk btulkn hp ue......ko gne hp aq..n aq amk hp ko then aq btulkn......hp ko bau wangi dowh..bau ko an???
malam ue aq tdo gn hp ko...aq bau cium hp ue..............hahahaha......ko x thu an...aq rndu sgt2..........!!!
aq rndu bau ko...rndu tntng ko....rndu plokan ko........adakah ko pn sama cm ue jgk??????? soalan ue trtnya2 dlm minda dan pkiran aq.........

then kte slalu men anak2.....haha..ko ckp ko pregnantkn ank aq.......aq soh ko jge baby ue bek2.......then 1 day kte gdoh n ko ckp ko da gugurkn ank kte........hahaha...aq shock then aq mrh npe ggurkn..n ko ckp coz papa dy gtai gn org len..........hahahahha..........kte emg gle......then ko ckp ko gwau je..ank ue still ad agy.........ngok..! ank kte shat x skg??papa dy g hijrah kejap..nty papa blk k..pesan at ank kte,papa sygkn dy n mama dy skali.......hehehehhee...........sgt2 "sampat+paitiam" la kte..........sampat..thu sampat n paitiam??sampat bhsa cina means gila..paitiam bhsa tamil...1 malaysia babe.........!!haha........

fatin nabila..........si ngek ni nk ckp yg aq rndukn ko..tp aq kne kuat...aq thu ko xkn gn aq......aq akn jauh dri ko syg......smpai ego ko trun.......smpai ko sndri ckp ko perlukn aq........kali ni biarla ko plak yg ckp dlu k.....aq xkn gn org len..coz aq susah jatuh cinta........

"bila kau jauh aq slalu rindu....bila kau ad hati kn brbunga..."

for u syg...i miss u...i love u fuck damn shit much...!!

Selamat Hari Bapa.........

Dgn ni aq nk ucapk slmat hari bapa kpd bpa2 sedunia..........yg msih ad ayh,please dgr ckp ayah korg k....n thun ni aq rai kan hri bapa tnpa papa aq di sisi.....my late papa......i miss u so much pa.....adik thu adk sgt dgil...pa...adk sdih papa xde....i need ur love...bimbingan papa....adik pincang idup tnpa nasihat papa.....adik msih egt agy papa nk adik jd org brguna...dmi cinta adik snggup lawan ckp papa...pa tmpar adik..adik lari uma......pa,maafkn adik...bru adik sdar kesilapan adik yg pntingkn cnta dri keluarga......pa,adik rndu sgt2......adik nangis tlis ni sume......adik rndu suara papa yg garang mrah adik bler adk wat slh....adk rndu kte beat team bola sape yg menang..tgk bola sme2......mancing ikan sme2....adik rndu.....!!!!!!

papa.....i want see u.......please bring me with u.....kdng2 adik x thn gn dunia ni.....x adil pa......tp adik kuatkn smangat.....adik slalu sdekahkn Al-Fatihah wt papa......pa,bler nk amek adk??

hmmmm......papa........mama da busy je......ma dgn kerja dan persatuan dy....adk dduk uma mama linda......pa,adk tgk picture papa......i love u.......adik akn jnji gn papa,adk akn jd org brguna...adk akn wat impian papa jd knyataan.......adk xkn malukn papa agy.adik akn jd laki yg jge maruah pmpan yg papa slalu nsihat kt adk...adk x kn rosakkn mana2 ank org......smpai skg,adk x pnh wat cm ue pa....adk xnk......xnk jd ank drhaka.....adk rndu at papa.....!! pa dgr x...??pa dgr r...........!!!!!

adik rndu sgt......Ya ALLAH..........knp org baik slalu pergi dlu......maafkn adik pa....maafkn adik..........

New life.....New azhar....

Slamat pgi semua.....hehe..eh2..npe aq ske sgt arini???well.....duka smalam da brlalu pergi...i just need 1 day utk heal my heart.....see,i told u before rite.....
bgun pgi je aq tgk maaaakkkkk ooooiiii...maaaakkk bpaaaakkkkk....maaaakkkkkkk koooooooo...hahahaha....byk msg msuk seh...sume dri PEREMPUAN.......waaahhhhhhh......mne dorg thu hti aq skg sudah bkn milik sape2 agy??? sungguh pantas brita trsebar....aaawww.......aawwww...tak thu plak aq ni market jgk..haha...prasan jap.......tp emg rmai jgk la yg nk twarkn dri smbuhkn hti aq ni.........trima kasih sume k...akn aq pertimbngkan.......rupa jgn risau,aq x kisah..gmok ckit pn xpe k....tp aq risau law cntik sgt ue...haha..risau rmai yg nk....susah nk jge nty.....n law pasal kerugian dri segi wang..jgn risau..semua aq tangung coz TANGUNGJAWAB aq.....x mo jdi laki dayus..........

n pgi ni aq snyum lebar.hati byk senang...ad yg care sal aq....n agy 1...slalunya aq tgk fb bf cik HN...aq lpe nama btul dy sape..pgl HN jela....slalunya aq cmbru..hati aq sakit.tp ntah knp tdi aq tgk aq SENYUM...ckit cmbru pn da xde...ajaib ..Tuhan emg nk aq lpekn sume kisah sdih dlm idup aq an...Alhamdulillah......swear aq x cmbru x sakit hti....haha....so mksdnya aq da x syg dy...sbg adik???aq x thu...law blh aq xnk ad kne mngena gn dy agy....mayb anggp jela kte x pnh kenal.....aq bkn laki yg ckp blh wat ko cair...aq bkn just ckp aje..aq ckp aq akn bwat......ue antra aq tunjukkn aq hargai cnta yg ko da bg at aq.....bler aq ckp aq syg..yes aq emg syg..tp aq bkn jenis laki yg ckp "aq x blh idop xde ko,aq akn mti law xde ko,aq cntakan ko," sume org blh ckp..aq akn bwat tp bkn just ckp je...aq pts gn mimi sbb ap??? aq dtg jb sorg2 sbb ap???aq x cntct pmpuan n adk angkt aq sndri sbb ap???aq lukis ap??aq tlis puisi ap??aq law ckp aq akn bwat....aq bkn OMONG KOSONG jek....tp ap ko wat utk aq..?? NOTHING....yes..nothing..ckp jujur pn ko tkot......dlm hp ckp ko cntakn aq bgai nk gler..AKU TAK PERCAYA...dlu aq prcya..skg tdak agy....sorry to say....tp ini hakikat an....aq bkn laki yg ayat blh wat ko cair...tp bukti??? x ada....aq bkn cm ue....cinta jarak jauh emg senang nk ckp je...tp bwat susah......aq laki..aq thu laaa.....so make sure ko plih yg tepat.....mata ko da dikaburi gn ape??? ko sndri thu an........cinta gne otak okay.......prjalanan idup kte masih pnjang..........
aq da brubah??? yes..!! aq xnk jd lembik cm dlu....yg law ad slh phm je aq akn pjok n ckp "im soryy syg..plz bby....org thu sume slh org...im so sorry  ..i love u syg..please....."
walaupn bkn slh aq...aq xnk jd or ckp cm ue agy........aq xnk amek thu sal korg agy..nk jdi gud gal or bad gal ue ske aty korg la....aq xnk nsihat pnjng2 cm dlu..........coz ad korg kesa sal aq???NOPE....sume pntingkn dri sndri an.............

to fatin plak....ni post trakhir utk ko....
ko thu an aq emg sygkn ko....ko soh aq tnggu ko..tp ko x bg aq gn org len....ko syg aq ke??ko love aq ke??aq pn da x thu ftin.....knp aq nk tnggu ko??? bg la alasan yg munasabah...!!!
aq pn nk disayangi ftin......byk aq wat utk ko ftin ......
tp ckit pn aq xamk kesempatan at ko........
byk kenanagn kte an syg.....
aq xkn lpekn ko.....coz ko permaisuri trbaik dlm hati aq........
aq trima cnta dri org len sbb nk lpekn ko.....
aq pnh ske HN.......
tp dy jgk wat aq BENCI dy cz dy takut utk ckp benar..........
cnta aq dtg cuma skali......bler da pergi,xkn dtg agy.......
fatin......aq nk ko jge dri k...
aq akn tgk ko dri jauh......aq ada something utk ko ..utk yg trakhirnya....utk ko law ko rndu aq.....bnda ni sgt istimewa.......
trima la k..ikhlas dri aq......
bila ko da jmpa seseorg ue,aq arap ko egt sume pesanan aq,,,jge dri bek2...jge maruah...law laki ue nk ape2 kn ko..aq ajar ko ape??? egt x??? tendang dy pnye ttttttttuuuuuuuuuuuuuutttttt......................hehehe..
law dy ckp sape ajar...ckp azhar ajar.........tepon aq n aq akn slamatkn ko........hee.........
ftin,trima kasih utk sgalanya.......
jge dri bek2...smlm ko tnya aq,ko jahat ke???
ko x jhat..cme ko ego........
ko bek dowh.......jge kesucian dri ue smpai da nikah aw.........buat aq bngga dgn ko.........syg ko agy.....

aq nk sambung bljar....aq nk brubh jdi bdk yg brjaya........
aq nk org yg sakitkn hati aq akn nyesal.....aq akn bwat......
ble aq ckp,aq akn bwat........
maybe kte xkn jmpe or cntact agy..........
fatin dan HN,maafkn aq law aq ad slh ckp...tp ni dri dlm hati aq........
maafkn aq cz x mampu jd yg trbaik ......
even law korg ckp nyesal gn aq...bg aq,mnyanyngi seseoeg tidak sama skali aq akn nyesal.......
aq mnx map law aq sgt jujur..xde tapis2...
aq mnx map law aq ni ckit manja...aq ank bngsu...bpak pn xde......anak yatim....tp aq xnk simpati..aq cme nk dihargai.......disayangi ......dicintai sepenuh hati....
korg sume akn jdi sejarah aq.......tnggu prubahan aq yg bru.....
SEBAGAI MANUSIA AKU SAYANG KOMU........

Sudah rasa tenang ckit........

Kan aq da ckp....bg aq ckit masa..bg aq nangis puas2..hempas brg sume.hmpas hp..then aq akn OKAY.........Aq mrh x lama an??ue aq yg sbnrya.....aq g taman ptg td gn cousin aq...aq men bola keranjang....gn bdk2 cina.....nk release tension......then aq x thu knp gn aq,aq baling trkena kaki cina ue..then dy trjatuh..pas ue dy bling bola ue at pwot aq..senak x senak la an.......aq cm nk kasi tmbuk free jek an cina ue...tp aq thu ue tmpt dorg..aq sbr jela.......then kwn dy yg amoi mana ntah pjok aq ...dat time aq da blah da g tmpt dduk len at taman ue......dy speak english emg super duper pnya terer laaa.....aq gagap2 ckp siak...haha..sgan dowh...comel gler..........!!!!                                      

dy ckp jgn mrh kwn dy sgt...dy tnya aq ok ke x....dlu stay mne..dy kata jarang ad malay nk join dorg...aq join pn aq nk tenangkn fkiran..aq pnh men bola krnjang at skola dlu..aq an tnggi....then dy cm lebih2 plak gn aq..rapat semcam je....kang ad jgk aq gdo gn kwn dy ue law slh phm...then aq say thnks at dy n tros blah...Dy wat aq tringt ex cina aq dlu pts sbb brlainan bngsa n sbb abg dy yg garang cm singa.......aq blek dgn pwot yg sakit2 pnye senak ue......sume sbb ap?? sebab CINTA......

then aq smpai uma aq on9......aq wall 2 wall gn ABELL BELL....kwn bru..dy bg aq blog dy..n dy tgk blog aq....ko thu ap dy ckp????dy nangis n ckp sdih gler bpak tgk blog aq.......ue bru yg bce..yg alaminye????TUHAN JE YG THU........

dy byk bg nasihat...trima ksih bell.....aq ltak pic kamu ok...jgn nangis2 ok....eijah pn ckp bnda yg sme...iyka ckp law aq nk jd kwn dy...aq kne kuat n jgn jdi lembik......hehe..aq mnx 1 hri je k iyka....1 hari je n then aq akn ok..akn normal.......thnks utk post ko iyka.....aq trima sume nasihat ko at aq........ko emg bek gn aq......

pwot aq mkin sakit....sape nk pduli??sume pntingkn dri msing2.....mayb ni post trakhir tntng aq dn kisah cnta aq......aq nk benti menulis blog.....ntah la..aq pn x pasti.......cinta......cinta dan cinta......knp msti ad dlm hati aq.....

AKU SALAH JATUH CINTA..........

Kau seperti cermin
yang telah usang dan berdebu
sebarkan noda dihatiku
berkalang awan kelabu disini

Ku seperti kapas
yang putih lemah dan terkulai
meratapi cinta yang hitam
kujatuh cinta, jatuh cinta yang salah

Bersamamu serasi, hati dan cintaku bernyawa
namun mengapa barulah kini, kubertemu denganmu
ku tak sendiri dan kau tlah berdua….

Ku sering menatap awan
andai kubisa jadi burung
bisa hinggap di mana saja
setiap saat bisa melihat kau dengannya,getir.........!!!
AKU SALAH JATUH CINTA..............

Forget fake love...........!!

aq nk smbung ckit sal post yg bwh ue.........aq x thu nk share at sape..aq cm da xnk cye at sume kata2 org agy.......hati aq sakit...sedih..geram..sume cmpur.....knp xde yg phm aq??? knp aq dicipta utk jg Pecinta yg setia...........!!!!!!!!!!!!
aq nk jd playboy blh x???mcm best jek an.. xskt hati....
law pmpuan yg ad bf blh betrayed,ape agy lelaki......tp aq x smpai hati......sbb ad prasaa x smpai hati ni la aq trluka mcm ni..........!!

aq nk lpekn ko...!! ko fhm x??? aq nk lpekn ko syg....plz wat aq lpekn ko.........
hati aq sakit..mcm2 aq alami aw........korg ske wt aq mcm ni???xpe r..nty korg akn kena aw...........
aq laki r...aq thu ap laki nk...dat time ko bru nk cri aq..??aq da mampos bg korg........
astagfirullah alazim...........knp cinta sgt sulit bg aq........aq cm da x cye adanya cinta........knp mreka x fhm aq ad dlm hati aq...??

kalau mse aq tnye sorg2 ue n ad yg ckp "i still love u"........
babe,dat time aq sjud at ko r....!!
ko nk ape aq bg r..........harta aq ko amek r........ko nk pkai kreta aq pkai r....ko nk amek kredit card aq amek r........ko nk aq jdi kuli ko a snggup r.......aq thu korg bkn mata duitan...tp aq snggup wat sume utk org yg ckp cm ue at aq......
aq gler??yeah...gler Cinta.......

tp sume da lmbt..sume x pk......once aq da start lpekn korg.......nama korg pn aq xnk ingat.........
aq akn tkr pic ...hari ni last aq gne pic at ats ni.......

this s 4 u.........fatin nabila.......n yg agy sorg ue??aq da lpe nama dy...ni pn utk ko jgk........"

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith coz you believed
Em everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

biarkan waktu teruslah berputar
ku cintai kamu penuh rasa sabar
meski sakit hati ini kau tinggalkan
ku ikhlas tuk bertahan
cintaku padamu begitu besar
namun kau tak pernah bisa merasakan
malah kini kau ucapkan selamat tinggal
membuat keresahan
meninggalkanku tanpa perasaan
hingga ku jatuhkan air mata
kekecewaanku sungguh tak berarah
biarkan ku harus bertahan
jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah
tak relakan yang indah hilanglah sudah
jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah
tak relakan yang indah hilanglah sudah.......

jgn risau semua..aq akn okay lpas ni........thnks coz pnh syg aq.....
to member2 aq...law nk kredit jgn topup..amek at aq je..jgn kayakn cina tpup ue...aq ad utk tolong korng...abizkn kredit aq skg....please............tima kasih kwn2.........

aq akan okay..aq sdih kejap je an...esok aq akn gler blek smula...aq Azhar..seorg joker utk korg....bg aq masa 1 hri utk diamkn dri ini...esok aq akn ok..kembali normal..trust me...=)

follower ke 10...!!!

sudah 4 hari aq blogging........mcm2 aq luahkn at blog ni...da sudah 10 org follow blog aq....n org yg ke-10 ialah miss Aneez Faraain....thnks awk sdi follow blog sy yg ntah pape ni.........nty awk jgn muntah aw cz akn dtg sy akn wat jiwang2..haha........thnk u so much...........

sy da pn follow blog awk..cntik wor.......jelz kejap..hehe...tahniah..sy harap kte jd kwn baik okay........trima kasih skali lgi.........cntik mata awk...=).........nice to know u..

                                  -aneez....

Finally........

This post aq wat dgn pnuh hati yg sgt keras n serius.....
kdng2 susah wat kptsan dlm idop kte an..sukar utk memilih pasangan dlm idop kte..n kte sume thu ap yg kte nk ue x smestinya kte akn dpt......smalaman aq fkir..aq harus plih yg mne...n pgi td aq tnye sorg2..ap korng rasa gn aq..n still cm biasa,ego melanda jiwa.....aq trtnya2...knp aq susah jtuh cnta at org len??aq slahkn dri aq sndri..knp aq x bole jd laki len yg mudah jtuh cnta at pmpan len..?so hati x kn trluka...sng dpt,sng buang.........Ya Allah...knp aq ad hati mcm ni...walau mlut kata tidak tp hati kata syg sgt2......aq akn lpaskn mereka pergi....org yg pnh aq syg..mayb bg mreka syg itu sgt mudah..tp dorg x thu ke yg kasih syg ue 1 anugerah..?? cinta sejati hnya dtg skali..kalau kau x hargai dan lpas pndang ..1 hri nty ko akn sdar n mnyesal..dat time da trlambat...dats why aq sgt2 hargai org yg aq pnh syg..aq tkot dy sbnarnya cnta sjti aq law aq x hargai dy.....
tp knp hati aq mcm ni..!!!!!!!!
aq bnci dri aq sndri...knp pyh sgt aq try nk bg ruang at org len.........

aq da wat kptsan....aq akn lpekn semua org yg pnh aq syg.....aq nk start idup bru..aku da wat pilihan...aku pilih utk SENDIRIAN.......tak gne aq syg mreka yg x thu cmne erti syg.....x gne aq wat baik at org yg x thu erti Cinta.......lebih bek aq sndrian...kte x thu ap akn jd pda dri kte yg akn dtg.....x mustahil bnda yg kte wat at org,then bnda ue akn wat at kte blek......
aq nk lpekn dorg........aq xnk ad ckit knangan pn dlm minda n hati ni...aq TAK NAK....!!!!!

aq nk alone...HATI AKU DAH TERTUTUP.......kwn2 aq ckp,aq blh dpt agy bgus..tp aq bkn kira rupa paras..status or ape bnda sume ue...aq pilih hati..kejujuran dan keikhlasan.......SOAL HATI,x ad sape yg akn btul2 fham......bler mata da pnuh gn godaan,smpai otak da x blh pk mana cinta mana nafsu...aq perlukn seseorg utk bimbing aq.......aq x pndai wat ayat yg bwat pmpan cair....aq x pndai bodek ckp pmpan ue cntik..wat pmpuan ue brbunga2 tp last2 tinggalkn ppuan ue....aq x pndai dats y aq x pndai ngurat.....sape yg syg aq,aq akn trima......bg aq semua cantik sbb Allah yg cipta kita....law nk plih rupa,tua2 pn kedut jgk....law cntik sgt pn,blm tntu org ue akn btul2 syg kte an..plih ikut sunah nabi..yg prtma bragama...baik orgnya da bhsa...then bru plih yg len2.......aq egt nk plih pmpuan cm ue.......aq akn hati2 plih pmpuan....susah btul cri bakal istri.......

aq da lpaskn mreka........
aq da lpaskn ko dan ko........
hati aq da trtutup utk korg........
fatin....aq akn tetap syg ko......
sape agy sorg??aq xnk mention nama dy...cz aq xkn ingat nama dy skalipn.....
hati aq da trtutup.........da TERTUTUP..........!!!

People do change, nothing stays the same forever
Now I’m letting you go, consider this a favor
You may not understand, why things have to end
But I still wish that we, could stay good old friends

I hope you comprehend that it’s nothing personal
I just need some more time, to make this final
And I pray for some kind, of a miracle or sign
To guide me through the dark, and into the light

I never meant for this to happen, the way that it did
I know that it feels like we’re stuck in an endless grid
But I promise you that, I’ll make it up to you
Cause what is a man, if to his words he’s not true ~

TIME UTK DGR LAGU....!!!

aQ law bosan aq akn dgr lgu....mcm2 lgu la aq dgr..lgu lme2 ke..tp law lgu mlayu yg sdih2 era 90 an emg aq touching ckit laa...hehe...lgi2 law tgh ptah hti..emg titiS wor air mataku..hehe..law mlm ue aq msg someone means aq rndu at dy k.....tiap lgu ad mknaya trsendri..so aq emg peminat muzik..pas dgr lgu aq dgr ayat2 Al-Quran..kasi tenang ckit jiwa dri gnguan setan....k la...nk offline..thnks to kwn2 aq yg komen at fb aq tntng blog aq..cik yuyu trharu sgt cz nama dy ad at blog..aww..sama gn cik nizam kte..cik iyka tlis at blog dy aq kwn bek dy..hehehe..sweet la korg...salam u all..slmt mlm..good nite........laayaaaaan lagu jiwang time..............zzzzzZZZZZ..............

Keliru...........(bukan lagu ajai dan nurul ok)

aq keliru....!!!!!...bkn lgu ajai or lgu sape2 pn ok..hahaha...xd kne mngena poooonnn.....aq just keliru gn pasaan aq sndri...aq x thu ap yg aq rasa ni syg or cinta.....aq keliru siak....!!!!!1
kdng2 aq rasa aq nk stop contact mreka yg ad kaitan gn aq...aq nk try xnk msg..xnk reply msg dorg...OMG aq x sngka aq sick wif all of this......
should i find another one?????
hahaha........eerrrmmmmmm...dlm proses,...nk try minah africa boleh??haha......
blh improved english ary2 ckp Bi gn dy.....kuikuikui..ngarut sudaa......
aq xnk cntct sape2 la wt mse skg...aq nk clearkn pasaan aq sndri n nk pastikn aq ske sape actually.......boleh x??lgipn aq an SINGLE...sape jgk nk at aq an.....awek gelang pn x sudi kowt..kn fatin??kan3x?? hehe..............jgn risau k..mulai mlm ni,aq xnk msg sape2 la......jgn ckp aq sombong...kali ni aq nk ko tnggu aq plak...boleh tahan or tidak..amacam??ad bran?? hehe.....

change topik la....
aq penat la arini.....1st aq da book pass utk tgk Maharaja lawak yg arini pnya at JB...aq nk tgk gn kwn aq....tp ap blh wat....kte mrancng Tuhan yg menentukan..last2 minit kwn aq ue x dpt g cz tiket da abiz...so aq dgn pkaian smart gilak..gn wangi perfume 1 btol.. cina lalu sblh pn blh bersin..n law aq tgk cermin mke aq,cermin pn blh pecah,bkn men hensem agy..bayangkn la...xdpt bygkn??ske aty..hehe..tp hampeh..x jadi...huhuuhuhu.........xpe la...ue yg 1st n trakhir kowt...x nk jpe2 cmni agy laaa....haha.....
n jem gler td at jalan....haiz...aq da smpai uma..nk rehat . tdow...esok ad aktiviti bru...nk thu??ikuti kisah aq yg sterusnya okay.....sorry msg x reply...TAK ADA MOOD NAK REPLY....!!!! bye2....now aq akn jual mhal plak...=))

kepala byk besar itu kepala...!!

hahaha...blm tlis da ktwa..npk sgt aq ni gler..haha..tjuk aq x blh blah laaa....ko x ktwa??ko yg blah dri sni ea...haha..gwau je...

sblm nk stop menaip pda hari ni..ad ckit bingkisan dan bengisan dari aq utk buah hati pengerang jantung intan payung aq sorg ni...sape? cik fatin la yg garang n kuat cmbru tp baik hati ni.........hehe..smlm an cm x msg aw..2 or 3 msg je antar..kpala btu byk keras at dlm kpala..nk aq ketuk2 kasi cair agknyeeee.........eee..!!

ko x rndu aq an??ko x cntakan aq cm aq cntakn ko an??? ko nk laki yg cmner agy ftin??aq xpnh nk amk ksmpatan at ko ftin...hmmmm.......

aq single...ue yg ko nk..ko wat aq MENUNGGU...........yg sgt memeritkn ialah menunggu..........law ko syg aq ko xkn soh aq tnggu ko ftin......knp ad pic kte??knp blog ni khas aq wat utk ko???sbb xde pmpuan dlm hati aq slain ko stakat hri ni..law pix at atas ni da brtukar mksdnya ad org da amek hati aq dri ko.......aq xske mnuggu..law nk kata nk..law xnk kata TIDAK pd rokok...huhuhu....ok syg??my cinta..???tdo ku sorg2 tnpa mu..hehe..aq nk say love pda sape agy..???ksian aq pnye love xde org nk dgr...='(............

hati da mood sdih..stop menaip...i want cry..aq gembing??yes....mke brutal tp hati ad taman..taman permainan...huhu......fatin....i love u...taw...faham x?? jgn bg aq say love ni at org len k...please..take cre all..bye2...nk g sarapan..laparr...........asalamualaikum...
-setiap hela nafasku hnya lah cntaku utk mu sygku...

Terlambat.........

smlm pnt sgt...pas blek claz aq g karaoke...ko xpyh tnye claz ape..nty ko ktwakan aq...aq da gmok..aq nk tough kn blek bdn aq..aq nk mnari cm Tari tirana ue..hehe...alamk!!!!!...........trlepas ckp plak....ko ktwa???nmpk gigi ko yg kuning ue...hahahahahha................ktwa la syg..q x kesa...bg aq tarian ue senaman rite...at singapore still cuti lg bdk skola dorg......bulan dpn bru aq start register..........
knp tjuk aq trlambat???coz aq trlambat call n text someone....aq blek pkul 2am..Ya Allah...lama sgt..x trasa dah pgi...at sne bdk2 mmg sosial gilak...tp pas ue dorg nk g clubbing...aq xnk...aq tros blek..aq blh jge dri aq..x perlu g Handle Bar...aq blek naik cab...coz aq x thu agy nk nek bus...aq x fhm sgt nek bus mne.....
to Hayda Nazari...im so sorry...x sngaja....aq x tdow aw..pas blek aq tdo 3 jam je...aq srba slah sgt2 wat ko trtunngu...maafkn aq...aq thu ko mrah....please..aq mrayu maafkn aq....aq x sngaja.......sedangkan nabi maafkn umat..apelgi kte sesama manusia an??hehhheehee...snyum la ue??kan??kan??? hehe..sweetnyeee dy snyum...sorry tw...nty blnja air milo agy k....jgn lpe arini ad Maharaja Lawak...bwk air milo sekotak aw bg at sy..hehehe...sorrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyy..........sorry seems to be the hardest word.....hahhahaha....nynyi lgu ue plak..maafkn sy k......

Thnks to my follower....Hari ke-3 Blogging..

Slmt pgi..da gsok gigi???da gsok daki at lher smpai kaki???hahaha...law da bgoslah....dgn bangganya sy nk ucapkn trima kasih pda sume followers sy...3 hari da ad 6 folower trmsuk sy sndri..hahahaha.....
dan org prtama yg follow i ialah...........the winner goes toooooooooooooooooo...............................cik NORHIDAYU YUYU........yeah....!!!! clap2 ur hand..clap laaaa...!!!..x mo??clap kaki mau??haha....ok la...thnks adik.....blajar undang2 at uitm nue elok2 ok..jgn jd cm abg yg blajar sparuh jalan..emg la susah..sume Bi...haha..nty law abg nk pgil peguam time abg nk saman sape2 or wat salah ke abg pnggil adik je k...free an????hehe...

da lme x msg panjang2 cm dlu an...dlu kte msg panjang lebar cm nk wat karangan..hahaha...law ahli sejarah dgn ahli sejarah brtembung..emg abiz aaaa.........rindu sama kamooo yuyu....kte pnh gdo an...then kte brbek blek..abg da jnji x kn tinggalkn adik..yes..abg x kn wat kesilapan yg dlu agy...syg adik sgt2....!!!hehe....x lpe jgk at folllower yg len...aq akn follow korg blek okay...sorry law blog aq ni x best cm korg...tp akn aq upgrade ckit k...
yuyu....!! follower kamu da hampir 720 org..peeehhhhhh..cmner wat???ajar....hahahaha...k lah....take cre k yuyu ....study well k..jgn wat bkn2...good luck!!!!!

bOrinG......jgn pergi........='(

Haruskah ku kehilangan dia utk sekian kali...
tuhan ku mohon jgn lakukan itu....
Sebab ku sayang dia...
sebab ku kasihi dia..
sebab ku tak rela,tak slalu brsama....
ku rapuh tnpa dia...
seperti kehilangan arah............
jikalau memang harus ku alami duka..kuatkn hati ini menerimanya.....
Ya Allah,temukanlah aq dgn jdohku....kalau dia memang ditakdirkn utkku..
jgn pisahkn aq dgn dia....
Sebab ku sayang dia...
sebab ku kasihi dia..
sebab ku tak rela,tak slalu brsama....
ku rapuh tnpa dia...
seperti kehilangan arah.......syg....aq thu aq x sempurna utk kamu...aq thu aq x setampan mana...tp prcyalah..cintaku hnya utkmu..kalau cnta mu utk ku da x ada lgi,tolong jgn buat aq menunggu.....

Teman Terbaikku...!!

zaty...                                nizam






                     eika                                                   iyka                  

  yuyu

fyrra..

fatin atyrah

alfred

Qistina

eijah ungu saje

mimi......
Di sini di dalam dadaku
Ada getar lubuk tak ku sebut
Dia menjerat hatiku
Menatapku tajam....
ku akui tbuhku melonglai smpat ku memuji dlm hatiku...
jgn pkir ku akn mnyinta,,ku hnya kagumi..hnya memuji....

cewah...hahaha...nk bthu sni...ad beberapa kwn trbaik aq yg snggup ltak mke aq yg cm tenuk ni at blog dorng snyap2 tnpa aq sdari...hehehe...so sweet la korg...aq  x thu pown..bler aq  croboh bru aq thu..haaaaa...kantooiii...haha....n aq akn ltak pic kwn2 aq yg byk bg sokongan padu,kuat dan mampat kpd aku....trima ksih kpd korg yg pnh bg aq nsihat time aq down...pnh wat aq snyum..ktwa2 gn aq....lyan pale aq yg gler2 ni..yg agk manja....hehe....aq syg korg dowh...syg gilak....!!!!!.....
yg pts kwan k...please....i dont wanna lost u all.....frens everlasting okay.......

nizam..nurizzaty..iyka..alfred..mimi...eika atika...fatin athirah..yuyu...qistina ahmad..fyyra afyyra.....n kwn bru aq Eijah Ungu Saje dan Seungu Cinta Stilleto....hehe...n yg x ingat nma ue aq mnx map aw.......thnks coz being my good fren.....i miis u all...sorry law aq cm TER tak lyan ke ape....aq mnx map aw...mayb aq busy...aq x sngaja..tp jgn ckp aq sombong plz.....aq syg kwn2 aq...xde niat nk msuh2.....trima kasih kawan....=)))

SUkeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.................!!!

Bru jap tdi dy msg dy ckp "eja nama fatin nabila at blog jd fatin naila.ske blog ue..nges bace.."'...haha..mne??aq x prasan ad slh..excited sgt tgh taip...tp aq xnk blas..mjok gn ko..!! hahhaa..mlm ckit k...ad lgu utk ko...at bwh ni...bkn bwh kaki aq,...bwh post ni la ngok..!! hahha..sing it wif me k...


Kamu...seperti hantu...terus mnghantuiku...
kemana pn tbuh ku pergi,kau trus mmbayangi aq.......
salahku,biarkn kamu,brmain dgn hatiku....aku tak bisa memusnahkn kau dri fkiran ku ini...
di dalam keramaian aku masih mrasa sepi....
sendri memikirkn kamu...
kau genggam hatiku..dan kau tliskn namamu...kau tlis namamu.............
Tbuhku ad dsni...tetapi tdak jiwaku...
kosong yg pnh ku rasakn,kau tlh tinggal di hatiku..........

Di dlm keramain aq msih mrasa sepi..sndri memikirkn kamu...kau gnggam htiku...dan kau tliskn namamu...KAU TULIS NAMAMU FATIN NABILA.................

Terkasar Bahasa plak...sorry..

Tdi msg gn cik F kte ni....biasalah,x gdoh 1 hri x sah....mana taknye...aq trtnye2,dy cnta aq ke x..aq xnk penantian aq ni sia2...tp smlm dy ckp dy cnta aq..hri ni dy x ckp pn..hmmmmmmm...mjok aq dowh....pas ue msg pn cm bz jek an..thu la mkin cntik..geram je aq tgk ko...kening ko mngancam...aaaww..mlot ko sexy....law aq dpt kis*...hahahahhaa...gtai kejap...

brbalik pda crita td..haaa,pas ue aq mrah la dy..ko law x cnta aq,aq lpaskn ko r...then dy agy r mrah aq...bler dy tngking aq ,sume mngigil..haha..dy ckp ko nk gdo ke hah!.....thnks r!...aq thu la aq x pndai..x cntik...then aq ad ape...dy still xphm la...aq nk dy cz AKU CINTA KO la ngok!!!!!!.........then aq ckp...sblm aq hentak pale ko,bek ko jgn reply......pas ue dy rep dy ckp,sblm ko hntak pale aq,bia aq hntak pale aq sndri aT dinding ni...then aq trkedu la...cz dy pnh wat cm ue....aq pn tkot dowh...dlu dy pnh wat n aq call dy,then kteorg ngs sme2...aq xnk brlaku lg...then aq diamkn diri....aq cool down dlu...ngok,si ngek ni nk ckp..im so sorry ...trkasar bhsa....aq syg ko...aq cntakn ko...aq rndukn ko..ary ni ko bz gn kadet..aq thu ko antra plajar trpenting PKBM laut skola ko..sorry syg....i miss u so much...I LOVE YOU FUCK DAMN SHIT MUCH...!!!

x mo gdoh...law x nk kte cpl pn xpe,kte jgn gdo k...im sorry...='((

I dont love u..like i do yesterday....

Bak kata MCR...i dont love u like i love u yesterday.......
haha...smlm n hari ni ex gf aq yg ke............ntah x egt..dy msg...tnye khabar...tbe2 je..ok aq ckp im fine...dy soh aq jgn lpe mkn ubt...aq tnye dy..dy gn bf dy cmne..dy ckp xnk cite..lantak la...msti gdoh ue..hti ku brkata..hehe...tp an,dy msg aq wt aq tringt mse kteorg tgh syok brcintan cintun....dlu,dy snggup tlis nama aq gne pisau at lngan dy..smpai brdrah..hebat x cnta aq??? law aq x msg dy,dy akn nangis....pnh 1 hari ue hp dy kne curi..hp mahal N series...then dy kol aq gne no bpak dy..dy ngs2...aq egtkn dy ngs cz hp mhal dy ilang..rupanya cz msg2 at dlm hp ue sume ad msg aq,dats why dy nangis...hahaha...so sweet ko dat tym...aq pn byk brkorban dmi ko...pinggng aq smpai skg sakit...x leh wt krja brat2...xpe la...ue wt aq xlpekan ko..pndai ko ea..haha...tp ntah cmne kte pts...n kte pn da ada org len....aq bkn xnk msg tp cm aq ckp I DONT LOVE U LIKE I DO YESTERDAY.....
tp syg ue still ad k...aq sntiasa nk thu tntng ko..wlau bgaimanapn,ko pnh jd sbhgian dlm idop aq..kte jd kwn slamanya okay..=))

touching dowh dgr lirik ni sume....coz ad kaitan gn aq..

Aku layarkan perkhabaran
Buatmu yang pernah kusayang
Bukan maksud hati mengulangi
Segala yang telah pun berlalu pergi
Bagiku yang sudah biarlah

Pergiku tunduk mengalah
Biarkan semalam menjadi sejarah
Yang manis kukenang berpanjangan
Pahit tak perlu usah disimpan
Biarkan berlalu, Impianku
Karam hanyut dibawa arus waktu

engkau yang tak pernah tahu
Betapa lukanya hatiku, diatas sikapmu dahulu
Membuatkan aku seperti tak wujud di sisi
oh... engkau tak pernah hargai
Susah payah kutempuhi
Pengorbanan demi pengorbanan terbakar sendirian
Ku umpama dian menyinari malam... kegelapan

Lalu ku undurkan diri kerna tak sanggup lagi
Melihat dirimu kasih telah ditawan oleh insan lain
Hingga kurasakan tersisih
Bukan kumenaruh dendam hiba atas segala duka dan lara
Malah kupercaya semua ini
Mungkin ada rahmat yang tersendiri

-data Tunduk mngalah........

Tak pernah ku kesal memilih dirimu...biarpn pudar kelam masa silam...
bgiku ksh syg 1 anugerah tak trnilai bgiku....
bnarlah katamu hidup pnuh pura..
tetapi tdak pda dri ini...
cntaku tulus suci yg lahir dri hati..
salju di danau rndu..
mngapakah sukar meyakinkn cnta yg trbiar layu disirami duka..
sdangkn driku umpama pengemis mnharap kasihmu itu..
izinkanlah aq mncintaimu...
dan sesungguhnya cintaku satu...!!

-exist sukar melafazkan


mungkin ini mmg jalan takdirku...mengagumi tanpa dicintai...
tak mngapa bgku ..asal kau pn bahagia dlm hidupmu....
tlah lama ku pndam prasaan itu mnunggu hatimu mnyambut driku..tak mngapa bgku..cntaimu adalah bhagia utku...
ku ingin kau tahu,driku ku dsini mnunggu drimu meski ku tnggu hinnga hujung waktuku...
dan brharap rasa ni akn abadi slamanya...
dan izinkan aq memeluk drimu kali ini saja..
tuk ucapkn slamat tngal utk slmanya dan biarkn rasa ini bahagia skejap saja........

-ungu cinta dlm hati


dalam hati ini ada namamu...
nama seorg insan yg aq rndu...
dlm dri ini ad sygmu....sygnya drimu tdak mngerti..
dlm snyum ni ad tangisan...
tngisan seorg insan trluka...dlm jiwa ini ad pilunya...pilu yg mmbuat aq mnangis....oh hibanya...
sayu hati....sayu skali mlihat engkau brpimpin tngan dgn si dia...skit hati..skit skali pabila cnta yg aq bri tak dihargai...
sungguh trhina..letih tdak brmaya...
rasa trkilan bunga yg kupuja kini mekar harum di jambangan org...
kau yg ku syg...aq yg gundah...
kalau thu sakit bgini ..tdak ku brmain cnta
kalau thu seksa bgini tdak ku mnyayangi mu....pilu resah dhti ini..mngusung rndu ku tak brdaya....

-spin mengusung rindu...

"aq dgr sume lgu2 ni byk kali...hahahha....jiwang siot wa ary ni....hahaha..law time mlm law aq rndu at sape2...aq sgan nk msg aq dgr la lgu ni sume...hehe....da thu cmner aq lpaskn rndu??tp sdih dowwwhhhhhhhhh....................."

Hari kedua aq blogging.....buat blog sendri..HIHIHIII.........

Hari ni hari ke-2 aq blogging...nk cntikkn blog...dgn bangganya aq wat blog aq sndri...!!!! yeah..tnpa bntuan sesape..ksian ftin dy pnat..xnk susahkn dy...agypn aq ske purple laaa...i likeee........!! hehehe............

smlm aq kol dy...aq kiss dy...dy blas...then aq kiss agy...dy x blas...pnt aq tnggu...rupanya dy tdow...hahahaha...aq geram gn ko...then aq kol byk kali..x angkat..bru nk brcnta mlm tdi...ko ni aannnnnnn....then pg td dy msg dy trtdow..mse ckp gn aq pn mata dy trtutup..smlm ko ckp sal pipah..arwah bpak dy meninggal an...aq sdih ga.ksian dy.......aq dpt thu ap yg dy rasa...skit jntung an??sama cm my late dad..sdekahkn AL-Fatihah utk dy k syg.....

Amin.......

aq pnt la nek lift trun nek...haiz....tp an,bwu aq thu kemana dwet bpak aq ..byk2 dwet dy rupanya dy byk bg at mama tiri aq..bini muda la katakn...haiz.....rumah bsar...kreta jgn ckp r...tp mama tiri aq ok gn aq..dy x loke..ap aq nk dy bg..aq nk cntinue stdy pn dy bg coz papa aq pnh pesan at dy soh dy jge aq n tngung aq coz mama aq sndri sgt busy...='((

hari ni aq nk jalan2 at Takashimaya....dgn nk g Hard rock cafe...sape nk ikot???jom laaa..........kte terjah...!!!! sale..sale..!!! sale...!! sale maiiiiii.........!!!!

to fatin..!!

fatin...!! aq sakit tngkuk da pnt taip...ko watkn blog aq kasi cntik ok...!!! bye2...!! haha..pesanan utk ko simple dan padat...!!

pastikan aq nk blog yg cm ko aw..yg ad traffic light ue...hehe..sesungguhnya cme ko yg hebat bikin blog...awww...awww...

Hayati wor..!!

Kata-kata dari mulutmu memang brbahaya....
Kau permainkan htiku dgn pelbagai cara....
mata,bibirmu sentuhku smpai ku tak bersuara..
lihat organmu ku malah lemah tak berdaya...
now baby girl listen to me now show me...
imma big sly..
some more lie..
how u gonna get me paralyzed...
Oh kau bawa aku lagi sampai ku hampir mati..
Caramu kagumiku, kau kejar aku sampai mati ..
Memang ku kagumimu dari atas sampai hati ..
Tak perlu ku ragu, dari hati sampai kaki..

Ada dua cinta di hati..belum blh aq pastikan..
bila aq harus memilih sepertinya cinta tak akn memilih...
getaran jiwa mkin hebat ,ruang hati mkin brgoncang..
degup jntung ku mkin keras bila ku brsama KAMU DAN KAMU..
memg cinta tak boleh melilih dgn mata..biar saja ku nikmati prasaan ini,
biar waktu yg brbicara jwb semua,pasti akhirnya cntaku akn brlabuh..
ad dua cnta dihati blom boleh aq pastikn,bila aq harus memilih..
aq tak akn memilih...
biar saja ini trjadi slama ku boleh mnympan rahsia cnta hnya utkku....

you knw i would do anyting for u..
i would go through all this pain,
i would die 4 u bby..
but u wont do the same..
u said u love me u;re liar..
coz u never..ever did it baby..!!

indah kau trindah..
plokmu trhangat...
cium mu trnikmat..
oh bahagiaaa....
seindahnya bunga sakura disana tak kan seindah kisah cintaku........

the end...