Finally........

This post aq wat dgn pnuh hati yg sgt keras n serius.....
kdng2 susah wat kptsan dlm idop kte an..sukar utk memilih pasangan dlm idop kte..n kte sume thu ap yg kte nk ue x smestinya kte akn dpt......smalaman aq fkir..aq harus plih yg mne...n pgi td aq tnye sorg2..ap korng rasa gn aq..n still cm biasa,ego melanda jiwa.....aq trtnya2...knp aq susah jtuh cnta at org len??aq slahkn dri aq sndri..knp aq x bole jd laki len yg mudah jtuh cnta at pmpan len..?so hati x kn trluka...sng dpt,sng buang.........Ya Allah...knp aq ad hati mcm ni...walau mlut kata tidak tp hati kata syg sgt2......aq akn lpaskn mereka pergi....org yg pnh aq syg..mayb bg mreka syg itu sgt mudah..tp dorg x thu ke yg kasih syg ue 1 anugerah..?? cinta sejati hnya dtg skali..kalau kau x hargai dan lpas pndang ..1 hri nty ko akn sdar n mnyesal..dat time da trlambat...dats why aq sgt2 hargai org yg aq pnh syg..aq tkot dy sbnarnya cnta sjti aq law aq x hargai dy.....
tp knp hati aq mcm ni..!!!!!!!!
aq bnci dri aq sndri...knp pyh sgt aq try nk bg ruang at org len.........

aq da wat kptsan....aq akn lpekn semua org yg pnh aq syg.....aq nk start idup bru..aku da wat pilihan...aku pilih utk SENDIRIAN.......tak gne aq syg mreka yg x thu cmne erti syg.....x gne aq wat baik at org yg x thu erti Cinta.......lebih bek aq sndrian...kte x thu ap akn jd pda dri kte yg akn dtg.....x mustahil bnda yg kte wat at org,then bnda ue akn wat at kte blek......
aq nk lpekn dorg........aq xnk ad ckit knangan pn dlm minda n hati ni...aq TAK NAK....!!!!!

aq nk alone...HATI AKU DAH TERTUTUP.......kwn2 aq ckp,aq blh dpt agy bgus..tp aq bkn kira rupa paras..status or ape bnda sume ue...aq pilih hati..kejujuran dan keikhlasan.......SOAL HATI,x ad sape yg akn btul2 fham......bler mata da pnuh gn godaan,smpai otak da x blh pk mana cinta mana nafsu...aq perlukn seseorg utk bimbing aq.......aq x pndai wat ayat yg bwat pmpan cair....aq x pndai bodek ckp pmpan ue cntik..wat pmpuan ue brbunga2 tp last2 tinggalkn ppuan ue....aq x pndai dats y aq x pndai ngurat.....sape yg syg aq,aq akn trima......bg aq semua cantik sbb Allah yg cipta kita....law nk plih rupa,tua2 pn kedut jgk....law cntik sgt pn,blm tntu org ue akn btul2 syg kte an..plih ikut sunah nabi..yg prtma bragama...baik orgnya da bhsa...then bru plih yg len2.......aq egt nk plih pmpuan cm ue.......aq akn hati2 plih pmpuan....susah btul cri bakal istri.......

aq da lpaskn mreka........
aq da lpaskn ko dan ko........
hati aq da trtutup utk korg........
fatin....aq akn tetap syg ko......
sape agy sorg??aq xnk mention nama dy...cz aq xkn ingat nama dy skalipn.....
hati aq da trtutup.........da TERTUTUP..........!!!

People do change, nothing stays the same forever
Now I’m letting you go, consider this a favor
You may not understand, why things have to end
But I still wish that we, could stay good old friends

I hope you comprehend that it’s nothing personal
I just need some more time, to make this final
And I pray for some kind, of a miracle or sign
To guide me through the dark, and into the light

I never meant for this to happen, the way that it did
I know that it feels like we’re stuck in an endless grid
But I promise you that, I’ll make it up to you
Cause what is a man, if to his words he’s not true ~